SHOPAHOLIC. This word have been bugging in my head for this few weeks. Starting from a book which I've read, the movie and then moving on to realizing that the main character is acting like me. Not as much as the main character actually. She is out of control. For me its just overspending sometimes at a wrong place.

A lot of people have realize that I'm quite a shopper. I never go out and come back empty handed. If I'm serious both my hand n my bag will be full. Just like a girl right. But I just don't know how to stop. At least I make some effort like separating some money like 30% of my scholarship for some emergency use every month but the remaining will be ZERO LEFT.

For some reason, window shopping has been my habit lately too. I spend a day going to town and enter every shop I can. Just to compare every price and quality. Then I will compare it to the price in the internet. But its a good thing I'm not much of a credit card user. If not my bills will be enormous and I will suffer for a few months.

Just staying in Tokyo right now has made me 'RAMBANG MATA' with all the cheap and various choice of stuff I wish to have. And believe me I have buy a lot of things in just a day out. If I'm going out with my friends I won't think much about buying anything because I might think about their reaction and how they have to wait for me in every shop I enter. But if I'm alone, I'm HOPELESS...!!!!

Can anyone give me a way. This is really a habit I can't control by myself anymore. Except cleaning my wallet out and only put 1000yen for emergency and leave my bank card at home. But this brings trouble when I really need money to pay for something.　WHAT　SHOULD I DO...!!!