JuSt AnotHeR StoRy oF MiNe

What Makes Me Happy...?

2010-02-08T01:18:00.000-08:00

"reading books"

"watching movies"

"listening to music"

"taking a walk at any place with good scenery"

"seeing friends"

"calling anyone"

"can understand every single word that my lecturer said in class"

"doing well in everything i do especially assignments and exams"

"feeding the black cat in front of 7 11" (not a common routine..ksian kucing tu tnggu slalu)

"playing with little kids"

last but not least....

"seeing others happy"

there are many ways to make ourselves happy....find one and hope everyone will live in joy and happiness..amin...

Handphone...

2010-02-01T04:50:00.000-08:00

I've been surfing on the internet for this few days looking for a new phone. Actually I already have my iPhone but with a crack on its screen and its only 3G. Those facts makes me feel annoyed.

So after those few search I've come up with a few solution or I mean my choice for my so called my phone to be.

My first choice would be HTC HD2. Well I've seen htc old model which is diamond and the preference was superb. And on top of that I would really like to try windows for its operating system and the best part of this phone is its processor which is Qualcomm® MSM8250™ 1 GHz. I've been dreaming of this 1GHz processor for a long time. Base on my previous iPhone, I've been wanting a phone with a memory slot and USB slot install on it and this one does have what I want. The price in Malaysia reaches rm3000 but base on eBay, I think I can manage to get it around rm2200 unlocked.

My next choice would be NOKIA N900. I've seen it in kakaku and it cost around 70000yen but I don't think it has been unlock yet. Well I like this phone simply because of the other N-series which is N97. (actually it was because of the design..) but I don't know if its worth buying since the processor is only 600mHz which is the same as iPhone 3GS right now and the operating system is maemo. But I've heard of the news that it support firefox too and I do feel like trying something new for a change.

Besides that, I've been looking at nexus one and motorola droid too but I guess I prefer the upper both. I wish to quit using iPhone so I'm not going for iPhone 3GS.

Now the next problem is the contract between me and softbank. I still have a long time to finish my payment with my old iPhone. This is so irritating. And on top of that, will the softbank 3G simcard works . I think it should work but I have to check it out for futher details or I'm really gonna end up buying something useless.

Buatmu Ibu

2009-11-18T16:47:00.000-08:00

Ingatkah engkau....
Ketika Ibumu rela tidur tanpa selimut
demi melihatmu tidur nyenyak dengan dua selimut membalut tubuhmu

Ingatkah engkau....
Ketika jemari ibu mengusap lembut kepalamu?
....dan ingatkah engkau
Ketika air mata menitis dari mata ibumu di kala melihat engkau terbaring sakit?

Ingatkah engkau...
Akan ibumu yang sentiasa menitiskan air matanya
Mendoakan kesejahteraanmu tidak kira di waktu siang dan malam harinya

Kenanglah ibu yang menyayangimu

Untuk Ibu yang menitiskan air mata ketika engkau pergi...

Di kala ini......
Ingin sekali aku kembali
Menjenguk ibuku yang sentiasa menantikan kepulanganku
Di rumah tempat ku dibesarkan

Di kala ini.....
Ingin sekali aku kembali
Memohon maaf di atas semua kesalahanku
Pada ibuku yang selalu merenungku dengan senyuman

Mak....
Selamat Hari Lahir buat Mak
Tidak akan Ilyas lupakan segala jasa Mak....
Segala budi Mak mendidik dan membesarkan Ilyas sejak dari kandungan Mak lagi...
Ilyas berada di sini kerana adanya Mak...
Ilyas berdiri di tempat Ilyas berada sekarang juga kerana Mak...

Mak.....
Ilyas sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan Mak
Ilyas sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan Mak

Mak....
Di hari lahir mu ini.....
Ingin Ilyas ucapkan Ilyas bersyukur menjadi anak kepada seorang ibu yang sungguh baik Yang membesarkan Ilyas sejak kecil
Dan mendidik Ilyas menjadi seperti apa yang Ilyas ada sekarang

Mak....
TERIMA KASIH MAK
Ilyas akan berusaha membalas jasa mak
Walaupun tidak mungkin akan terbalas segala jasa mak
Kerana jasa seorang ibu terlalu besar terhadap anaknya

-SELAMAT HARI LAHIR BUAT IBUKU YANG TERCINTA-

Taubat

2009-11-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

Wahai Tuhan jauh sudah
lelah kaki melangkah
aku hilang tanpa arah
rindu hati sinar Mu

Wahai Tuhan aku lemah
hilang dilumur noda
hapuskanlah terangilah
jiwa di hitam jalanku

Ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
Maha Pengampun Dosa

Ya Rabbi izinkanlah
aku kembali kepadamu
meski mungkin tidak akan sempurna
aku sebagai hambaMu

Ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
Maha Pengampun Dosa

Berikanlah aku
kesempatan waktu
aku ingin kembali
kembali......

Dan meski aku tidak layak
sujud padamu
dan sungguh tak layak
aku......

Penerimaan Islam Secara Mutlak

2009-11-09T01:42:00.000-08:00

Sewaktu zaman Rasulullah SAW, ada seorang sahabat baru memeluk agama Islam dan mendapat seruan supaya pergi berperang bersama Rasulullah SAW dan sahabat-sahabat lain. Akhirnya beliau mati syahid dalam peperangan tersebut. Rasulullah mengatakan bahawa beliau akan masuk syurga walaupun beliau tidak sempat untuk bersembahyang.

Begitulah kemuliaan Islam. Allah menyucikan segala dosa yang dilakukannya sebelum beliau memeluk Islam dan memuliakan beliau dengan syurga.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud:
"Islam menghapuskan dosa sebelumnya." Musnad Imam Ahmad-Hadis Amru bin al-Aas

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Katakanlah kepada orang-orang kafir: "Jika mereka berhenti (dari kekafirannya), nescaya Allah akan mengampuni mereka tentang dosa-dosa mereka yang lalu; dan jika mereka kembali lagi sesungguhnya akan berlaku (kepada mereka) sunah (Allah terhadap) orang-orang dahulu". (Surah al-Anfall: ayat 38)

Sesungguhnya agama (yang diredhai) disisi Allah hanyalah Islam. Tiada berselisih orang-orang yang telah diberi al-Kitab kecuali sesudah datang pengetahuan kepada mereka, kerana kedengkian (yang ada) di antara mereka. Barang siapa yang kafir terhadap ayat-ayat Allah maka sesungguhnya Allah sangat cepat hisabnya (Ali Imran: ayat 19)

Maka apakah mereka mencari agama yang lain dari agama Allah, padahal kepadaNyalah menyerahkan diri segala apa yang ada di langit dan di bumi, baik dengan suka mahupun terpaksa dan hanya kepada Allah mereka dikembalikan (Ali Imran: ayat 83)

Daripada ayat-ayat di atas, jelas Allah SWT mengampunkan semua dosa orang yang kafir setelah memeluk agama Islam. Tetapi mereka akan menerima azab yang pedih seperti mana umat-umat yang terdahulu sekiranya mereka berbalik kepada kekufuran.

Alhamdulillah kita haruslah bersyukur kerana dikurniakan dengan nikmat Islam. Sesungguhnya itulah nikmat yang paling besar yang Allah berikan kepada kita semua. Betapa takutnya kita jika sebelum ajal kita iman kita ditarik dan mati dalam kekufuran. Moga iman kita akan sentiasa terpelihara dan bertambah dari semasa ke semasa.

Wallahualam~~~

Takutkan Allah S.W.T

2009-11-08T18:50:00.000-08:00

Takutnya Para Malaikat:

Jabir r.a berkata: Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud:
"Pada malam Aku diisrakkan, Aku melihat Jibril a.s seperti bekas air yang diperbuat daripada kulit biri-biri yang lusuh dan yang usang kerana takutkan Allah SWT."

Satu riwayat menceritakan bahawa Jibrail a.s telah datang kepada Nabi SAW dalam keadaan menangis. Lalu baginda bertanya, "Apakah yang menyebabkan engkau menangis?" Jibrail menjawab, "Semenjak Allah menciptakan neraka Jahanam, airmataku tidak pernah kering kerana bimbang aku akan melakukan dosa dan seterusnya akan dilontar ke dalamnya"

Takutnya Nabi Muhammad SAW:

Daripada Aisyah r.a katanya, "Aku tidak pernah melihat Rasulullah SAW ketawa sehingga nampak anak tengkoknya. Baginda hanya senyum sahaja. Apabila baginda melihat awan mendung dan angin kencang, aku melihat air mukanya berubah. Lalu aku bertanya, Wahai Rasulullah! Apabila orang ramai melihat awan mendung, mereka akan bergembira kerana mengharapkan hujan turun, tetapi engkau sebaliknya. Apabila engkau melihatnya, aku dapati riak wajahmu menampakkan rasa tidak senang dan bimbang." Lalu Nabi SAW bersabda, "Wahai Aisyah! Apakah yang menjamin kepadaku bahawa ia tidak datang bersama azab dengan angin." Satu kaum lagi berkata apabila melihat, "Inilah awan yang akan menurunkan hujan kepada kita."

Takutnya Para Sahabat r.a:

Ketika Umah bin al-Khattab r.a mendengar ayat-ayat al-Quran, beliau jatuh sakit dan diziarahi beberapa hari. pada suatu hari, beliau mengambil segenggam jerami gandum dan berkata, "Alangkah baiknya jika aku menjadi seperti jerami ini. Alangkah baiknya aku tidak menjadi sesuatu yang bernilai dan alangkah baiknya kalau ibuku tidak melahirkan aku." Pada wajahnya terdapat dua jalur hitam kesan dari tangisannya.

Ketika Sufyan al-Thauri sedang nazak, beliau mula menangis. Seorang lelaki berkata padanya, "Wahai Abu Abdullah, aku melihat (tangisan kamu ini) mungkin kerana kamu banyak dosa." Lalu Sufyan mengambil sedikit tanah dan berkata, "Demi Allah, dosaku lebih ringan pada sisiku daripada tanah ini, tetapi sebenarnya aku takut dicabut imanku sebelum aku mati."

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Begitulah hebatnya kehebatan iman dan perasaan takutkan Allah para malaikat, Nabi SAW dan para sahabat. Sedangkan para malaikat sentiasa mengikut perintah Allah dan Nabi SAW adalah nabi yang maksum (terpelihara dari melakukan dosa). Para sahabat juga adalah dari kalangan yang sentiasa bersama Nabi SAW dan mempunyai kekuatan iman yang sangat tinggi. Jika dibandingkan dengan diri kita ini, adakah kita mampu mencapai tahap itu sedangkan dosa yang kita lakukan tidak terkira banyaknya. Tidak terdetikkah di hati kita perasaan takut di atas segala dosa yang kita lakukan.

Hayatilah ayat di bawah ini.

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang takut kepada Tuhannya yang tidak nampak oleh mereka, mereka akan memperoleh ampunan dan pahala yang besar." (Surah al-Mulk: ayat 12)

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud:
"Dua mata yang tidak akan disentuh oleh api neraka; Mata yang menangis kerana takutkan Allah dan mata yang berjaga malam." Sunan At-Tarmizi.

Moga kita diberi hidayah dan petunjuk olehNya. Kita adalah hambaNya dan padaNya lah juga kita akan kembali.

Wallahualam~~

Kelebihan Solat di Saf Pertama

2009-11-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda, "Seandainya orang ramai mengetahui betapa besarnta pahala azan dan merapati saf yang pertama (di masa solat berjemaah), kemudian mereka tidak menemui jalan untuk memperolehinya melainkan dengan membuat undi (giliran), nescaya mereka akan berbuat demikian. Juga seandainya mereka mengetahui betapa besarnya pahala segera (pergi ke masjid) untuk melakukan solat berjemaah, nescaya mereka akan berlumba-lumba untuk mendapatkannya. Demikian pula sekiranya mereka mengetahui betapa besar pahala solat Isya dan Subuh dengan berjemaah. Mereka akan datang untuk menghadirinya sekalipun merangkak-rangkak". Hadis Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim.

"Tidakkah kamu berbaris sebagaimana saf para malaikat di sisi Tuhannya?" Kami bertanya, "Ya Rasulullah, bagaimanakah saf mereka di depan Tuhan?" jawab Nabi,"Menyempurnakan barisan pertama dan rapat benar dalam barisan." Riwayat Muslim.

"Sesungguhnya Allah dan para malaikatnya berselawat kepada orang-orang yang berada di saf pertama." Para sahabat bertanya, "Ya Rasulullah, bagaimana dengan saf kedua." Baginda bersabda, "Sesungguhnya Allah dan para malaikatnya berselawat kepada orang-orang yang berada di saf pertama." Para sahabat bertanya lagi, "Ya Rasulullah, bagaimana dengan saf kedua." Rasulullah menjawab, "Ya, juga saf kedua." Riwayat Ahmad.

Daripada 'Irbadh bin Sariyah bahawa Rasulullah memohon keampunan bagi mereka yang berada di saf pertama tiga kali dan untuk saf kedua hanya sekali. Riwayat Ibnu Majah.

Kesimpulan yang dapat kita perolehi dari hadis-hadis di atas.

1- Mereka yang memenuhi saf paling depan ketika solat adalah sama dengan saf para malaikat. Betapa beruntungnya kerana malaikat sentiasa menjaga kesempurnaan saf mereka dan saf para malaikatini hampir dengan Allah S.W.T. Maka tidakkah bagi mereka yang solat di saf hadapan adalah orang yang paling hampir dengan Allah.

2- Makna selawat Allah atas mereka (yang berada di saf pertama) ialah tazkiyah(penyucian daripada dosa-dosa) terhadap mereka. Selawat para malaikat pula ialah doa dan pemohonan keampunan.

3- Rasulullah S.A.W sendiri memohon keampunan bagi orang yang berada di saf pertama. Tidakkah kita sangat bahagia sekiranya orang yang paling mulia di atas muka bumi ini memohon keampunan untuk kita.

Solat berjemaah sudah dijanjikan pahala yang berlipat kali ganda. Beruntunglah bagi mereka yang mengerjakan solat berjemaah dan mengejar saf paling hadapan. Bersama-samalah kita berusaha mengejar saf paling hadapan di dalam solat. InsyaAllah

Wallahualam~~~~

Syubahah

2009-11-08T04:45:00.000-08:00

I've read it somewhere before and I would like to share it with the readers..

Dari Abu Abdillah Nu’man bin Basyir radhiallahuanhu dia berkata:

Saya mendengar Rasulullah bersabda: Sesungguhnya yang halal itu jelas dan yang haram itu jelas. Diantara keduanya terdapat perkara-perkara yang syubahah (samar-samar) yang tidak diketahui oleh orang ramai. Maka siapa yang takut terhadap syubahah bererti dia telah menyelamatkan agama dan kehormatannya. Dan siapa yang terjerumus dalam perkara syubahah, maka akan terjerumus dalam perkara yang diharamkan. Sebagaimana penggembala yang menggembalakan haiwan gembalaannya disekitar (ladang) yang dilarang untuk memasukinya, maka lambat laun dia akan memasukinya. Ketahuilah bahawa setiap raja memiliki larangan dan larangan Allah adalah apa yang Dia haramkan. Ketahuilah bahawa dalam diri ini terdapat segumpal daging, jika dia baik maka baiklah seluruh tubuh ini dan jika dia buruk, maka buruklah seluruh tubuh; ketahuilah bahawa dia adalah hati “.

Ya Allah. Dari ayat di atas, berapa orangkah dari kita yg mngendahkan perkara2 syubahah ini. Terasa takut juga bila mengenangkan diri sendiri juga pernah mengambil makanan2 dari kalangan syubahah.

InsyaAllah moga selepas ini terelak kita dr perkara2 ini. 'Mencegah lebih baik dari memperbaiki...' Guess its better to avoid. Even kadang kala terliur juga mengidam makanan2 tertentu yang susah kita nk dapat di perantauan ini. Tapi apalah makna semuanya itu berbanding dengan kesan yang mungkin akan kita terima kelak.

Quick Update

2009-11-04T02:12:00.000-08:00

Yosh...Such a long time since my last post. Actually I'm a bit busy finishing my assignment. Blame this semester for having 2 experiments. Which mean 2 experiment reports. Im becoming nerd staying at home doing my assignment from day to day. But yeah NERD IS COOL...( pinjam statement someone...)

When Im stress, I often took the train and just randomly drop by at any station. Bringing my phone to listen to some music, book to read in train and my DSLR, I went for a journey to search for any view possible to take pictures, not knowing anything special about the place I visit.

Im planning on moving to a new house the end of this month. Because of that, the money I save for other plans have to be use to pay for the house. And Im dead broke....!!! With no money, plus the pressure from lectures,test and experiment, I have lost a way to release my stress. No money means no going anywhere. Just sitting at home doing nothing. Seating just looking at the wall and listening to music. Such a boring life rite.

And all the plan had to be cancel. No USJ...No Kansai...and maybe no Tokyo this winter break. But think positively. Im moving to a bigger house. I've been admiring all the people with a big room having a chance to design their room and buying any furniture they want. Yes I've been dreaming to do that myself to my own room. Can't wait to move. But to carry all the stuff to a new house must be tiring...Well slow2 le kan start dari sekarang.....

ps:
musim moody ku ke sekarang asyik pressure jer...
nape sume org pun mcm sedih je skrang.....kesejukan mbawa mood sedihkah....

10 Jenis Orang Islam yang Kejam

2009-10-09T21:22:00.000-07:00

Sufyan Atsauri berkata: "Sepuluh macam daripada kekejaman ialah:

1. Seorang yang berdoa untuk dirinya sendiri, dan tidak mendoakan untuk anak-anaknya dan kaum mukmin.

2. Seorang yang pandai membaca Al-Quran, tetapi tiap harinya tidak membaca seratus ayat.

3. Seorang yang masuk masjid lalu keluar dan tidak sembahyang dua rakaat.

4. Seorang yang berjalan melalui kuburan kemudian tidak memberi salam dan mendoakan ahli kubur.

5. Seorang yang sampai di suatu kota pada hari Jumaat kemudian tidak sembahyang jemaah.

6. Seorang yang di daerahnya didatangi oleh seorang alim, tiba-tiba tidak mahu belajar apa-apa daripadanya.

7. Dua orang yang bertemu di perjalanan dan masing-masing tidak menanyakan nama kawannya itu.

8. Seorang diundang pada jamuan tiba-tiba tidak datang.

9. Pemuda yang tidak ada kerja dan tidak mahu belajar ilmu dan kesopanan.

10. Seorang yang kenyang sedang dia tahu bahawa tetangganya lapar, tetapi tidak diberi dari makanannya itu.

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, "Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu> ayat..."

Neraka Jahanam

2009-09-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

Dari Hadith Qudsi: Bagaimana kamu masih boleh melakukan maksiat sedangkan kamu tak dapat bertahan dengan panasnya terik matahari Ku. Tahukah kamu bahawa neraka jahanamKu itu:

1. Neraka Jahanam itu mempunyai 7 tingkat
2. Setiap tingkat mempunyai 70,000 daerah
3. Setiap daerah mempunyai 70,000 kampung
4. Setiap kampung mempunyai 70,000 rumah
5. Setiap rumah mempunyai 70,000 bilik
6. Setiap bilik mempunyai 70,000 kotak
7. Setiap kotak mempunyai 70,000 batang pokok zarqum
8. Di bawah setiap pokok zarqum mempunyai 70,000 ekor ular
9. Di dalam mulut setiap ular yang panjang 70 hasta mengandungi lautan racun yang hitam pekat.
10. Juga di bawah setiap pokok zarqum mempunyai 70,000 rantai
11. Setiap rantai diseret oleh 70,000 malaikat

Mudah-mudahan dapat menimbulkan keinsafan kepada kitasemua. Wallahua'lam.

Al-Quran Surah Al- Baqarah Ayat 159 Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang menyembunyikan apa yang telah Kami turunkan dari keterangan-keterangan dan petunjuk hidayat, sesudah Kamiterangkannya kepada manusia di dalam Kitab Suci, mereka itu dilaknat oleh Allah dan dilaknat oleh sekalian makhluk

Is This How Every Man Think.......???

2009-08-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

Just went through a view video on youtube and I found a very interesting video. Watching this, I can only say that those 2 guys are jerks. The worse kind of man and a very embarrassing type of person. For me we don't have any right to say those thing to anyone.

Bersyukurlah atas nikmat pemberian Allah dan janganlah merendah2kannya kerana ada hikmah di sebalik semua pemberianNya itu. Dan kita tiada hak mengutuk kelemahan sesiapa kerana diri kita juga tidak sesempurna mana dan anugerah yang kita dapat di dunia ini akan ditarik suatu hari nanti. Dan anugerah yang diberi juga merupakan ujian kepada kita. Bersyukurlah atas nikmat kurniaanNya.

How do I always use my money....

2009-07-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

Sangat beruntunglah mereka yang mempunyai harta kekayaan yang menjadikannya sebagai modal untuk akhirat. Wang ringgit dipertaruhkan sebagai saham akhirat dengan bersedekah, mendirikan masjid, membantu fakir miskin dan anak yatim, menyelesaikan masalah dan keperluan jiran dan masyarakat sekeliling. Mereka inilah yang berjaya menukar harta menjadikan sebagai pahala atau membeli akhirat dengan dunia. Sebaliknya amat rugi mereka yang mempunyai wang ringgit dan harta kekayaan tetapi membelanjakan untuk perkara-perkara yang tidak mendatangkan sebarang faedah untuk akhiratnya; atau lebih dahsyat jika digunakan untuk kerja-kerja maksiat dan hiburan semata. Di akhirat akan ditanya Allah ke mana wang kita dibelanjakan dengan begitu halus dan terperinci

Renungan..Cinta dari Allah

2009-07-11T23:17:00.000-07:00

Dari mana datangnya cinta,kalau tidak dari mata turun kehati. 
Maka hati juga tempat simpannya rasa cinta. 

Allah pernah menyuruh seorang hamba dari kalangan 
nabi mencipta satu barang lalu setelah siap 
pembikinan nya Allah suruh pecahkan pula. 

Lalu si hamba itu tidak mahu memecahkannya 
kerana telah bersungguh-sungguh ia mereka 
bentuk lalu mahu dipecahkan. 

Maka Allah nyatakan...begitu juga Allah telah 
mencipta bumi dan makhluk ini...apakah Allah 
tidak cintakan hasil ciptaan Nya. 

Sebab itu Allah tanamkan dan ajarkan erti 
cinta itu kepada sesama manusia agar kita menenal juga
cinta kepada Allah.

Hal-Hal Makruh dan Membatalkan Solat

2009-07-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

Hal-hal Yang Dimakruhkan Dalam Solat

1. Mengalihkan pandangan ke atas. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW:

"Apa yang membuat orang-orang itu mengangkat penglihatan mereka ke langit dalam solat mereka? Hendaklah mereka berhenti dari hal itu atau (kalau tidak), niscaya akan tersambar penglihatan mereka."
( HR. Al-Bukhari dan Muslim meriwayatkannya dengan makna yang sama).

2. Meletakkan tangan di pinggang. Hal ini berdasarkan larangan Rasulullah SAW meletakkan tangan di pinggang ketika solat. (Muttafaq alaih).

3. Menoleh atau melirik, terkecuali apabila diperlukan. Hal ini berdasarkan perkataan Aisyah ra. Aku bertanya kepada Rasulullah SAW tentang seseorang yang menoleh dalam keadaan solat, beliau menjawab:

"Itu adalah pencurian yang dilakukan syaitan dari solat seorang hamba."
(HR. Al-Bukhari dan Abu Daud, lafazh ini dari riwayatnya).

4. Melakukan pekerjaan yang sia-sia, serta segala yang membuat orang lalai dalam solatnya atau menghilangkan kekhusyu'an solatnya. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW.

"Hendaklah kamu tenang dalam melaksanakan solat." (HR. Muslim).

5. Menaikkan rambut yang terurai atau melipatkan lengan baju yang terulur. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW:

"Aku diperintahkan untuk sujud di atas tujuh anggota badan dan tidak boleh melipat baju atau menaikkan rambut (yang terulur)." (Muttafaq alaih).

6. Menyapu kerikil yang ada di tempat sujud (dengan tangan) dan meratakan tanah lebih dari sekali. Hal ini berdasarkan hadits Rasulullah SAW:

"Dari Mu'aiqib, ia berkata, ' Rasulullah SAW menyebutkan tentang menyapu di masjid (ketika solat), maksudnya menyapu kerikil (dengan telapak tangan). Beliau bersabda, 'Apabila memang harus berbuat begitu, maka hendaklah sekali saja." (HR. Muslim).

"Dari Mu'aiqib pula, bahwa Rasulullah SAW bersabda tentang seseorang yang meratakan tanah pada tempat sujudnya (dengan telapak tangan), beliau bersabda, 'Kalau kamu melakukannya, maka hendaklah sekali saja." (Muttafaq alaih).

7. Mengulurkan pakaian sampai mengenai lantai dan menutup mulut (tanpa alasan).

"Dari Abu Hurairah ra, ia berkata, 'Rasulullah SAW melarang mengulurkan pakaian sampai mengenai lantai dalam solat dan menutup mulut." (HR. Abu Daud, At-Tirmidzi dan lainnya, hadits hasan).

Adapun jika menutup mulut karena hal seperti menguap ataupun yang lainnya maka hal tersebut dibolehkan sebagaimana disebutkan dalam sebuah hadits.

8. Solat di hadapan makanan. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW:

"Tidak sempurna solat (yang dikerjakan setelah) makanan dihidangkan." (HR. Muslim).

9. Solat sambil menahan buang air kecil atau besar, dan sebagainya yang mengganggu ketenangan hati. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW:

"Tidak sempurna solat (yang dikerjakan setelah) makanan dihidangkan dan solat seseorang yang menahan buang air kecil dan besar." (HR. Muslim).

10. Solat ketika sudah terlalu mengantuk. Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

"Apabila salah seorang di antara kamu ada yang mengantuk dalam keadaan solat, maka hendaklah ia tidur sampai hilang rasa ngantuknya. Maka sesungguhnya apabila salah seorang di antara kamu ada yang solat dalam keadaan mengantuk, dia tidak akan tahu apa yang ia lakukan, barangkali ia bermaksud minta ampun kepada Allah ternyata dia malah mencerca dirinya sendiri." (Muttafaq alaih).

Hal-hal Yang Membatalkan Solat

Solat seseorang akan batal apabila ia melakukan salah satu di antara hal-hal berikut ini:

1. Makan dan minum dengan sengaja. Hal ini berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah SAW.

"Sesungguhnya di dalam solat itu ada kesibukan tertentu." (Muttafaq alaih). Maksudnya orang yang solat seharusnya hanya berkonsentrasi pada solatnya saja dan mengesampingkan perbuatan yang lain. (pen.)

2. Berbicara dengan sengaja, bukan untuk kepentingan dalam pelaksanaan solat

"Dari Zaid bin Arqam, ia berkata, 'Dahulu kami berbicara di waktu solat, salah seorang dari kami berbicara kepada temannya yang berada di sampingnya sampai turun ayat: 'Dan hendaklah kamu berdiri kerana Allah (dalam solatmu) dengan khusyu' (Al-Baqarah : 238), maka kami pun diperintahkan untuk diam dan dilarang berbicara." (Muttafaq alaih).

Dan juga sabda Rasulullah SAW
"Sesungguhnya solat ini tidak pantas ada di dalamnya percakapan manusia sedikit pun." (HR. Muslim).

Adapun pembicaraan yang maksudnya untuk membetulkan pelaksanaan solat, maka hal itu diperbolehkan seperti membetulkan bacaan (Al-Qur'an) imam, atau imam setelah memberi salam kemudian bertanya apakah solatnya sudah sempurna, apabila ada yang menjawab belum, maka dia harus menyempurnakannya. Hal ini pernah terjadi terhadap Rasulullah SAW, kemudian Dzul Yadain bertanya kepada beliau, 'Apakah Anda lupa ataukah sengaja
meng-qasar solat, wahai Rasulullah?' Rasulullah SAW menjawab, 'Aku tidak lupa dan aku pun tidak bermaksud meng-qasar solat.' Dzul Yadain berkata, 'Kalau begitu Anda telah lupa wahai Rasulullah. 'Beliau bersabda, 'Apakah yang dikatakan Dzul Yadain itu betul? Para sahabat menjawab, 'Benar. ' Maka beliau pun menambah solatnya dua
rakaat lagi, kemudian melakukan sujud sahwi dua kali. (Muttafaq alaih).

3. Meninggalkan salah satu rukun solat atau syarat solat yang telah disebutkan di muka, apabila hal itu tidak ia ganti/ sempurnakan di tengah pelaksanaan solat atau sesudah selesai solat beberapa saat. Hal ini berdasarkan hadith Rasulullah SAW terhadap orang yang solatnya tidak tepat.

"Kembalilah kamu melaksanakan solat, sesungguhnya kamu belum melaksanakan solat." (Muttafaq alaih).

Lantaran orang itu telah meninggalkan toma'ninah dan i'tidal. Padahal kedua hal itu termasuk di dalam rukun.

4. Banyak melakukan gerakan, kerana hal itu bertentangan dengan pelaksanaan ibadah dan membuat hati dan anggota tubuh sibuk dengan urusan selain ibadah. Adapun gerakan yang sekadarnya saja, seperti memberi isyarat untuk menjawab salam, membetulkan pakaian, menggaru badan dengan tangan, dan yang seumpamanya, maka hal itu tidaklah membatalkan solat.

5. Tertawa sampai terbahak-bahak. Para ulama sepakat mengenai batalnya solat yang disebabkan tertawa seperti itu. Adapun tersenyum, maka kebanyakan ulama menganggap bahwa hal itu tidaklah merosak solat seseorang.

6. Tidak berurutan dalam pelaksanaan solat, seperti mengerjakan solat Isya sebelum mengerjakan solat Maghrib, maka solat Isya itu batal sehingga dia solat Maghrib dulu, kerana berurutan dalam melaksanakan solat-solat itu adalah wajib, dan begitulah perintah pelaksanaan solat itu.

7. Terlupa, seperti menambah solat menjadi dua kali ganda, iaitu solat Isya' lapan rakaat, kerana
perbuatan tersebut merupakan indikasi yang jelas, bahawa dia tidak khusyu' yang mana hal ini merupakan kepentingan di dalam solat.

ps: Thanks for this topic you gave us at the last tazkirah. Hope we can all improve more.....

Kesalahan yang Mungkin Tidak Kita Sedari di dalam Bacaan Al-Fatihah

2009-07-09T02:09:00.000-07:00

Al-Fatihah merupakan surah yang kita bacakan setiap hari sekurang-kurangnya 17kali sebagai rukun di dalam solat fardhu.Maka apabila cacat bacaannya maka rosaklah solat kita. Bukan setakat bacaannya saja rosak malah tanpa kita sedari, kita mungkin menyebut nama syaitan di dalam solat kita. Kelalaian kita banyak berpunca dari kurangnya penguasaan tajwid. Berikut merupakan nama syaitan laknat beserta kesalahan makna yang akan muncul didalam Al-Fatihah, sekiranya kita tidak berhati-hati di dalam bacaan kita.

1. DU LI LAH (bila dibaca tiada sabdu) sepatutnya 'DULILLAH'

2. HIR ROB (bila dibaca dengan sabdu) sepatutnya 'HI ROB'

3. KIYYAU (bila dibaca dengan sabdu) sepatutnya 'KI YAU'

4. KANNAK (bila dibaca dengan sabdu) sepatutnya 'KA NAK'

5. KANNAS (bila dibaca dengan sabdu) sepatutnya 'KA NAS'

6) IYA (disebut tanpa sabdu) sepatutnya 'IYYA'. Iya bermaksud 'matahari' Dalam ayat ke 5,jika salah bacaannya akan bermaksud "kepada mataharilah yang kami sembah dan kepada matahari kami meminta pertolongan"!!!!

7) 'SIROTHOLLAZI.............' sehingga habis hendaklah dibaca tanpa henti.

8) 'AMIN ...............'hendaklah mengaminkan Al-Fatihah dengan betul iaitu 'AA......'dua harakat, 'MIN ....' 3 harakat, semoga Amin kita bersamaan dengan Amin malaikat .....InsyaAllah

Semoga dengan ini solat kita bertambah baik dan diterima oleh Allah. InsyaAllah perlahan-lahan kita pelajari dan dapat memperbaiki satu demi satu kelemahan kita di dalam amalan kita.

Peringatan untuk Diriku.. (Bila al-Quran Mula Bersuara)

2009-07-06T04:39:00.000-07:00

Waktu engkau masih kanak-kanak.............

kau laksana kawan sejatiku

Dengan wudu', Aku kau sentuh dalam keadaan suci, Aku kau pegang

Aku,kau junjung dan kau pelajari

Aku engkau baca dengan suara lirih atau pun keras setiap hari

Setelah selesai engkau menciumku mesra

Sekarang engkau telah dewasa..............

Nampaknya kau sudah tak berminat lagi padaku...

Apakah Aku bahan bacaan usang yang tinggal sejarah...?

Menurutmu, mungkin aku bahan bacaan yang tidak menambah pengetahuanmu

Atau, menurutmu aku hanya untuk anak kecil yang belajar mengaji.......

Sekarang, Aku tersimpan rapi sekali, sehingga engkau lupa di mana Aku tersimpan

Aku sudah engkau anggap hanya sebagai pngisi setormu.

Kadang kala Aku dijadikan mas kawin agar engkau dianggap bertaqwa

Atau Aku kau buat penangkal untuk menakuti iblis dan syaitan

Kini Aku lebih banyak tersingkir, dibiarkan dalam kesendirian, kesepian.

Di dalam almari, di dalam laci, aku engkau pendamkan.

Dulu...pagi-pagi...surah-surah yang ada padaku engkau baca beberapa halaman.

Di waktupetang, Aku kau baca beramai-ramai bersama temanmu di surau.....

Sekarang...seawal pagi sambil minum kopi...engkau baca surat khabar dahulu

Waktu lapang engkau membaca buku karangan manusia

Sedangkan Aku yang berisi ayat-ayat yang datang dari Allah Azzawajalla,

Engkau engkau abaikan dan engkau lupakan...

Waktu berangkat kerja pun kadang engkau lupa baca pembuka surah2ku(Bismillah).

Di dalam perjalanan engkau lebih asyik menikmati musik duniawi

Tidak ada kaset yang berisi ayat Allah yang terdapat di dalam keretamu

Sepanjang perjalanan,radiomu selalu tertuju ke stasyen radio kesukaanmu

Mengasyikkan.

Di meja kerjamu tidak ada Aku untuk kau baca sebelum kau mulai kerja

Di Komputermu pun kau putar musik favoritmu

Jarang sekali engkau putar ayat-ayatku.........

E-mail temanmu yang ada ayat-ayatku pun kau abaikan

Engkau terlalu sibuk dengan urusan dunia mu

Benarlah dugaanku bahawa engkau kini sudah benar-benar hampir melupaiku

Bila malam tiba engkau tahan bersekang mata berjam-jam di depan TV.

Menonton siaran telivisyen

Di depan komputer berjam-jam engkau betah duduk

Hanya sekedar membaca berita murahan dan gambar sampah

Waktupun cepat berlalu.........

Aku semakin kusam dalam laci-laci mu

Mengumpul debu atau mungkin dimakan hama

Seingatku, hanya awal Ramadhan engkau membacaku kembali

Itupun hanya beberapa lembar dariku.

Dengan suara dan lafadz yang tidak semerdu dulu

Engkaupun kini terangkak-rangkak ketika membacaku

Atau waktu kematian saudara atau taulan mu

Bila engkau di kubur sendirian menunggu sampai kiamat tiba

Engkau akan diperiksa oleh para malaikat suruhanNya

Apakah TV, radio ,hiburan atau komputer dapat menolong kamu?

Yang pasti ayat-ayat Allah s.w.t yang ada padaku menolong mu

Itu janji Tuhanmu, Allah s.w.t

Sekarang engkau begitu enteng membuang waktumu...

Setiap saat berlalu...

Dan akhirnya.....

kubur yang setia menunggu mu...........

Engkau pasti kembali, kembali kepada Tuhanmu

Jika Aku engkau baca selalu dan engkau hayati...

Di kuburmu nanti....

Aku akan datang sebagai pemuda gagah nan tampan.

Yang akan membantu engkau membela diri

Dalam perjalanan ke alam akhirat.

Dan Akulah "Al-Qur'an",kitab sucimu

Yang senantiasa setia menemani dan melindungimu.

Peganglah Aku kembali.. .. bacalah aku kembali aku setiap hari.

Karena ayat-ayat yang ada padaku adalah ayat-ayat suci.

Yang berasal dari Allah Azzawajalla

Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Pemurah

Yang disampaikan oleh Jibril melalui Rasulmu

Keluarkanlah segera Aku dari almari, lacimu.......

Letakkan aku selalu di depan meja kerjamu.

Agar engkau senantiasa mengingat Tuhanmu.

Sentuhilah Aku kembali...

Baca dan pelajari lagi Aku....

Setiap datangnya pagi, petang dan malam hari walau secebis ayat

Seperti dulu.... Waktu engkau masih kecil

Di surau kecil kampungmu yang damai

Jangan aku engkau biarkan aku sendiri....

Dalam bisu dan sepi....

Ingatan untuk diriku sendiri dan pada sesiapa yang sudi meluangkan masa membaca peringatan ini sehingga ke akhir. InsyaAllah

Ready for my battle....

2009-06-29T12:12:00.001-07:00

Wish to sleep....

But I just cant......

Is it because today is the day......

Final exam will start today.......

And the 1st paper (paper ke kalau pakai computer je jawab) is the one I most fear...

情報工学実験2 (Experiment in Information Technology 2)

Haaa nampak je ada perkataan experiment but this experiment ada exam......

After all the effort I put to do all the experiment and also the report, I still have to take the exam.....

And ada 2papers for this subject......

And is there anyone who start earlier than me and finish later than me......

The 1st is today which is 29June and the last paper will be on 21 August.....

2 months of endurance......

頑張ります..... Ya ALLAH bantulah hambamu ini menempuh semua dugaan ini dengan sabar..AMIN

Thats Why I Like Yukata Matsuri

2009-06-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

Am I too busy. Nope.. Just too lazy to write. This few weeks I enjoy playing around outside rather than staying at home. And I did a lot of stuff back then but the best part is Yukata Matsuri (Yukata Festival) If we talk about Yukata Matsuri, I can't really express what the true meaning of this festival. It is just a day where people wear yukata and hang around and have fun in a so called festival.

And here, the festival was held at Hiroshima University. It would be very hard to describe so why don't we use pictures to explain everything.

So this is the scenery you can see at Hiroshima University on that day. Ini le gerai gerai yang dibuka. There was almost nothing that we can eat here except ice cream and some snack. So its more like enjoying being inside crowd only and watching cute japanese wearing yukata. I believe Malay girls would look more beautiful wearing baju kurung right. That also apply for japanese and their traditional cloth ;p

And to buy anything would take you atleast 5minutes. You have to get in a line and wait. There's too many people. And the worst thing is when I get in a line to enter the haunted house. I've waited for nearly 20minutes which was only half the way, the haunted house was already close. WHAT THE HELL..!!!

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This is what I want to show you. And my main story here is about this stage. The stage here is the main attraction for this festival. You can understand just by looking at the crowd.

Common thing you can see in Japan but it is quite weird for those who live outside Japan. This is a contest where man make up,wear girl's cloth and act like a girl. I don't know the basic of this but it is fun to watch how they try very hard to act like a girl and the main competition is about them confessing to any man their choose from the crowd. Some of them even hugging an KISSING (on the cheek ler....hahaha)

But looking at how the judge judge their confession, I can really understand that Japanese like to dream of something almost imposibble. The normal type of confession will not satisfy the judge even it does look romantic. They gave a high score for those who confess in much more amuzing or I can say 'nearly impossible to happen' way

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JAPANESE BEAUTY....... A fashion show was also held on this stage. And the front row was making havoc trying to copy the pose of the model. If I'm not mistaken, all the design were made by Hiroshima University's student. Aren't they creative.

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And the main event and the most interesting part of this festival is of course the dance show. This people really know how to perform and their dance was superb. Most of them are a high school student (don't they study......) The sound system was too loud or was it the gedik MC who speak too loud and think that people want her that much on stage.

The dance last more than an hour and it was so painful just standing there with all the crowd around us which we cannot move that much. And I'm not moving from that place. I will lost the best spot to capture all this picture if I move right.

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10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1.. There goes the 花火(fireworks) which gives the sign that the Hiroshima University Yukata Festival has ended (Only about 20seconds of fireworks..SKET GILER......)

PS:
1- My lense miss the chance to take a picture of a 3Malay women wearing Yukata. I will never get a chance since its their last year which means the last Yukata Matsuri for them. Especially this person. Nak tengok pakai baju kurung pun susah so wearing Yukata could be say a dream (exagerate giler....hahaha) Why do they come at noon. It was so hot. Can't they wait for evening (nak jugak salah kan diorg..hahaha)

2- Manage to unlock my iphone. And in this few days, I've already unlock 5iphones. Well they can do that by themselves but why take a risk when someone who have done it can help them. Well atleast everytime I help, I get a free meal. hahaha......

3- TOO MANY PICTURES FOR THIS ENTRY....!!!

Main2 time experiment

2009-06-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

Just a graph algorithm program about Deep First Search that I manage to finish right now during my experiment. Kinda hard to understand since the command is mostly not a language that we use in daily life. I HATE PROGRAMMING...!!!!

huispc1 [67]% vi dfs.c

#define MAX_NUM 30

#include
#include

typedef struct s_vertex{
int name;
struct s_vertex *next;
}VERTEX;

VERTEX *newvertex(void)
{
VERTEX *p;

p = (VERTEX *)malloc(sizeof(VERTEX));
if (p == NULL){
fputs("malloc failed\n", stderr);
exit(1);
}else
return(p);
}

void makelist (VERTEX *adj[], int *v_num)
{
VERTEX *tail, *new;
int a,b;

printf ("頂点数を入力して下さい:");
scanf ("%d",v_num);
printf ("\n各頂点の鄰接点を入力して下さい\n");

for (a = 0; a < *v_num; a++){
printf ("頂点 %d の鄰接点\n", a+1);
tail = NULL;
do{
printf("鄰接点名を入力して下さい:");
scanf("%d",&b);
if (b<0)>
new = newvertex();
new -> name = b;
new -> next = tail;
tail = new;
} while (b >= 0);
adj [a] = tail;
}
}
void printlist (VERTEX *adj[], int v_num)
{
VERTEX *this;
int a;

printf ("---------------------------------------------\n");
printf ("入力されたグラフの表示\n");

for (a = 0; a <>
printf ("%d -->", a+1);
this = adj[a];
while(this != NULL){
printf(" %d ", this->name);
this = this -> next;
}
printf ("\n");
}
}

/*頂点を訪問し、timestamp(発見時刻と終了時刻)を記憶していく*/
void dfs_visit(VERTEX *adj[], int v_num, int visited[], int pi[], int f[], int d[], int *time, int u)
{
VERTEX *this;
int b;

visited[u] = 1;
(*time)++; /*時刻単位を増やす*/
d[u] = *time; /*この頂点の発見時刻を格納*/

this = adj[u-1];
while (this != NULL) {
b = this -> name; /*頂点名を代入*/
if (visited[b] == 0){ /*その頂点が末訪問であれば*/
pi[b] = u; /*prodecessorを記録し*/
dfs_visit(adj, v_num, visited, pi, f, d, time, b ); /*その頂点を訪問し調べる*/
}
this = this -> next;
}

(*time)++;
f[u] = *time;
}

void printstamp (int v_num, int f[], int d[])
{
int a;

printf("-----------------------------------------\n");
printf("vertex\t d\t f\n");

for(a = 1; a <= v_num; a++) {
printf("%d\t %d\t %d\n", a, d[a], f[a]);
}
}

void dfs (VERTEX *adj[], int v_num)
{
int visited[MAX_NUM],pi [MAX_NUM];
int time, f[MAX_NUM], d[MAX_NUM];
int i,u;

for(i=1; i<=v_num; i++)
visited[i]= pi[i]=f[i]=d[i]=0;
time = 0;
for(u = 1; u<= v_num; u++)
if (visited[u] == 0)
dfs_visit(adj, v_num, visited, pi, f, d, &time, u);
printstamp (v_num, f, d);
}

int main(void)
{
VERTEX *adj[MAX_NUM];
int v_num;

makelist(adj, &v_num);
printlist(adj, v_num);
dfs(adj, v_num);
return(0);
}

huispc1 [68]% cc -ansi -Wall dfs.c
huispc1 [69]% cc -ansi -Wall -o dfs dfs.c
huispc1 [70]% ./dfs
頂点数を入力して下さい:5

各頂点の鄰接点を入力して下さい
頂点 1 の鄰接点
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:4
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:3
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:-1
頂点 2 の鄰接点
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:5
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:4
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:-1
頂点 3 の鄰接点
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:1
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:-1
頂点 4 の鄰接点
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:3
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:-1
頂点 5 の鄰接点
鄰接点名を入力して下さい:-1
---------------------------------------------
入力されたグラフの表示
1 --> 3 4
2 --> 4 5
3 --> 1
4 --> 3
5 -->
-----------------------------------------
vertex d f
1 1 6
2 7 10
3 2 3
4 4 5
5 8 9
huispc1 [71]%

ps: tensyen dalam lab boleh main2 copy paste programming baru siap nie....even sbenarnya salah ntah knape ada stngah command xmau kluar kalau copy paste kat blog ni....

Shows.....

2009-06-10T01:14:00.000-07:00

Right now if I'm not studying, I will spend most of my time in front of television. I don't know why but I do think that japanese television show are way better than any television show there is (well I only watch malay, english and japanese so thats the only comparison I can make...)

Until now after more than 2years, this is the show that I will try my best not to miss any

1 London Hearts

What I like about this show is about its prank and candid. They try to play with people's mind and even ambition sometime. For us who watch the show, it is super funny (sape xsuka tgk org kena main...) but for those who experience it, it might be something hard to forgive and they can't be angry with that show too because it was a prank made by a famous television show after all. They even make prank to the extend of disturbing their private life too. Sometime there are some changes like a challenge to find some woman on the street and change her style or make some fashion check for idols.

2 Utaban

Ishibashi and Nakai are doing stupid things again.....

This is like a common show where the idols are invited and they talk about what they do right now (mostly about new drama or new single release...) but they do make funny jokes and I can't say no to Masahiro Nakai SMAP and Takaaki Ishibashi because they are a very good commentator especially Ishibashi with all the stupid jokes he made.

3 Mechaike

The host is the famous owarai duo (comedy duo) which is Takashi Okamura and Hiroyuki Yabe. The show is comprised of a varied selection of games and comedy sketches in a format that is relatively typical of popular Japanese comedy themed variety shows, though many of the games are never played more than once. Generally each show introduces one special guest, and they take a central role in most of the games.

4 Hey x 3!

This is a Japanese music variety show hosted by the comedy duo Downtown which is Matsumoto and Hamada. An episode usually consists of live performances of recently released songs from popular artists, chat segments and other fun and games.

5 Arashi no Shukudai-kun

I like this because most of the show from arranging it and hosting is made by Arashi themselves. The show usually introduces one special guest and consists of food judging where they will find the food which the guest like the most and games which is suggested by fans. And they also perform some stupid experiments like using soap and kulit pisang for ice skating and race to see which is more slippery and faster.

6 Himitsu no Arashi-chan

I don't know how to describe this show but its more to documentary. But the fact they show was very interesting and also funny. Like Agejyo(I dont know where this trend come from but the fashion you can see from agejo is like long and voluptuous wavy hair, light skin, big doe eyes, fake lashes, silky loungey dresses which I think is more to hostess) which I heard but never about the trend.

So overall this is my top list. There is some more but it will be too long to read so I only listed 6. I guess the show is better maybe because of the budget. Arashi stupid experiment about gravity control cost about 3000000yen. That is about RM100000. Can you believe that and its only a stupid experiment about eating noodles or catching all the pouring water in a no gravity state. And also about their jokes. The joke is more open and they are more open minded too but not in a bad way. But I think people have to know a lot about japanese artist or they might not understand who they are talking about and the joke wont be funny. Also the show they made is done after researching, not just decided without proper plan.

Dreams and Dreams

2009-06-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

This few night, I've been dreaming a lot and most of the dream were quiet weird and kept me thinking about what the meaning is. And what is unusual for me is that I remember most of my dream. I often forget about it as soon as I wake up in the morning.

I dream about an English woman which I knew becoming a Muslim. I never had imagine her wearing tudung an she was coming to my house to inform me about how she is now. And more amusing for me is that the person who help her to become a Muslim is actually a friend of mine who lives far away from here and someone I haven't met for more than 2years. What does that mean...

The 2nd thing is about someone who told me about something that made me sad. And I was so frustrated and had to hold her to tell me that all the things she told was just a lie. I don't remember what she told me but it makes me so mad and I run off somewhere and started punching the wall till my hand bleed and my bones crack. As soon as I woke up I checked my hands whether its still OK or not..LOL... So what does that mean.....

Well there are some more but this 2dreams were the one that I remember clearly and have been thinking about it till now. Can't blame Delilah for making loud noise at night and make me frustrated before sleep..:))

My Day Out with Little Kids

2009-05-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

I've been staying here for more than 2years and I've known a lot of neighbors here even that the one closest has moved out. And the place I live right now is actually an international house where all the one living here is foreign student.

My habit every Saturday is going down to the office to read some manga. And today I've meet a little girl who was playing alone at that time. I've been playing with her a lot before but today she insist on coming to my house to play with the hamster. Kind of scared since her parents didn't know me at all but yet I bring her and I just knew she will be scared of the hamster. It does look a bit like rats right. Hahaha

Then I took her outside and just when we were in front of the office, we found her friends and they insist me to take them to the 公園(park) to play.Its hard actually to take 5little girls out who I don't even know their names yet. . :)) And some of them were running down the street and its hard to catch them. Some of them were holding my hands tight and I can't run to catch the others on that condition. Well those who hold my hand told me that its something the teacher always told them to do when going out. Ain't their teacher good

Kinda remember about our time when we were a little kid

And the play started with the swing and the sand playing. Its been a long time since I took my own little brother and cousins to the park. It was fun and I also went to talk with some obasan (makcik) there. And the see saw was quite funny. I was too big to play with them. :(( Communicating with those kids was quite hard for me. I'm suck in Indonesian language. Thank God they can speak japanese so most of my conversation with them were in japanese.

After all the play and everyone was tired, they do know how to think of me as an adult. "Om, aku dahaga.. Bagi aku air...." said Fita-chan..haha. And she just pull me to the vending machine and ask me to buy her a drink. As the result, all 5 of them asked me to buy it for them too and some of them even said "Om mesti ada duit bukan. Om orang dewasa..." hahaha.... Guess playing with kids can be funny in a lot of ways

Annouce..Delilah is the name...

2009-05-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

Went to Indian Restaurant with my japanese friends. Before we go all of them have ask me since I make such a miserable face. "シデクさん、行く気ないか？"(Shideku-san ikukinaika) which means Sidek, ko xde keinginan nk pg ke? Well I'm not in the mood of eating curry at noon and I'm also trouble with the price. But yet they still want me to go since I'm the one who know the place.

All the food and the culture shown are very strange for them. No wonder Japanese don't know much about the outside world. And the spice are separate to 5 categories form 0 to 4. They only pick 甘口(amakuchi) which means sweet mouth (weird translation..haha) but we do understand that its more to sweet than spicy. But yet they were trembling and sweat are pouring out like crazy and they have to use napkin to wipe their sweat.

Got the name for my hamster. Its a girl and her name is DELILAH. Haa sape baca gaya melayu ni.. Its Delaila if we read it in Malay. Cool right? Thanks to her again for giving me some obsession to have a pet and also for suggesting a nice name for my pet.

Eventhough she is very noisy at night, she is super cute and I just can't get angry much. I did get annoyed a bit last night. First her cage was next to me,then since she is so noisy, I move her cage to the desk and then to the kitchen. She better be careful or else she will enter the closet.Haha. But because of her cuteness, I'll forgive her for.. I don't know until when.

My New Obsession

2009-05-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

I have been wondering for a long time ago. How do we keep our pets during winter besides using heater to warm the house. I'm not going to open it 24hours a day. It will be a pain to pay all the bills.

And now its almost summer and I finally decided to have a pet thanks to her obsession to cats. I was quite jealous when I heard that she will be getting a cat even there were a few things happen and she didn't manage to get a cat yet.

And here is my new pet. I'm not into a large animal like cats yet since the price is too high for me. A kitten will cost me 100 of hamsters. So its logical that I'll be keeping a hamster for now. Lain ler kalau ada sesiapa nak bagi anak kucing utk bela kn...hahaha....

Don't have a name yet.. But this hamster is a she...

Fluffy

She still bite. I guess it will take sometime for her to know me. Or I will suffer more pain from your bite. I can't hold her still cause I might throw her away from the pain.Hahaha... And of course her partner will be here soon enough when I master the way to take care of this hamster first. Tak mau le poyo kan bela banyak2 tapi tak mahir..

ps: Baru tau ada heater and cooler utk sangkar. Should have check earlier.

tunggu le ada duit nak beli sangkar ganas2 sket

Too Excited to Sleep

2009-05-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

I was sleeping right before when someone called me. Gosh it's 1am already. Don't he ever understand that night is create for us to rest. But I guess its worth answering his call since the news he told me. Most won't find it interesting but he told me that Suzumiya Haruhi season 2 has started tonight. Damn I've been waiting for years and it's finally coming out.

I had high expectation when watching season 1 and was irritated by the fact that there is only 14episodes. But I put some hope that the 2nd season will come out someday and after 3years (thats how long I've waited) FINALLY......

And because of that, I can't sleep either. I wish to watch it right now. When is it coming out on the internet and why can't I watch it on tv. It's such an irritating fact that not all the channel is broadcast on every prefecture in Japan.

And I need to arrange everything neatly with all the never ending assignment and to do what I like (which is staying in front of my notebook) And I'm taking a liking to collecting back all the comics I've read especially Hong Kong's comics. Do everyone knows that there is some group posting a blog about Hong Kong comics and we can directly download it from there.

Penghargaan bagi Para Guru

2009-05-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

I wish to dedicate this post especially to my mum, Puan Sahariah bt Beduroding. She is also a teacher. A teacher who teach me a lot of things. To become what I am right now. Even I'm still far from being a good student and a good son, I'll try my best in the future.

That's her.....My Precious Teacher and Mother

She had thought me when I was in form 3 teaching me Bahasa Melayu. And she was the teacher responsible for my class. I should be in other class though but with some twisted stuff, I ended up in her class. And I was put on a front row of the class so I'm closer to being targetted if I play in class.

And one thing about our own mother being our own teacher is that other teacher can easily complain to her if we did anything wrong. No need for PIBG session to meet with others parents. Mine is always at school. Hahaha....

But I never regret that. Thanks to her strict lesson in class, even in my daily life, I'm now here at a place where most dream of. She is an educational thinker and hopes for the best for her children. However strict she is at school, she is a very sweet mother with a soft touch to her children. THANK YOU MUM FOR EVERYTHING AND HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY.

In my family, teacher is a common job too. So to Fuang Azah, Fuang Usop, Fuang Baie, Fuang Icuk, Fuang Iyun and Alang. Happy Teacher's Day to you all too.

And to all my friends who will become a teacher someday. Eventhough you are not a teacher yet, its an appreciation to you all who will someday become a good and caring teacher (if you wish to become a strict one, its ok for me too..hahaha ) To Eika, Sakinah, Diyana, Hasmee, Eiy, Farah, Acu and Afiq... Happy Teacher's Day and hopefully you all will become a great teacher.

(PS: Sorry if I left anyone out.....Remind me if there is anyone missing)

Sembang2 Sekolah Rendah...

2009-05-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

I've talk with someone today and it makes me think back about all the past things that happen to me. Things that I don't think much about and it almost make me forget. Basically it is just about my primary school life.

I don't think I've change school that much during primary school. Just when I was standard 4 when a new school was build and some of us was force to move since my old school was overloaded with students. Kind of feel kena campak je at that time but it was nothing to be regret accept the lack of materials for study at that time but who cares. I'm just a standard 4 student at that time and I don't need that much book or anything for me to understand everything. And the name of my school back then was so funny. My old school was Sekolah Kebangsaan Seksyen 6 and the new school's name is Sekolah Kebangsaan Seksyen 6 '2'. They were lazy to think of a new name. It was when Shah Alam got the 'Bandar' title and is symbolize as 'Bandaraya Anggerik' that the school's name change to Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Anggerik.

And then I went to Loughborough, England to follow my dad and as I arrive my parents sent me to Cobden Primary School. I was afraid at first since I hate english the most but amazingly children adapt very well and in just a month I can speak English fluently and starting to forget my malay language. The school I entered back then was fun. 2hours of rest during lunch time and the building was far superior than any Malaysian school I've seen back then. I don't know if Malaysian school level is high but when I entered as standard4 student in England, I was called a genius since their level is only at Malaysian standard 2 at that time. Time tu baru nak hafal sifir but kat Malaysia dah master pecahan dah pun. No wonder balik Malaysia terasa bodoh awal2 tu.

Besides that, I've also entered Islamic school. The name of the school is Sekolah Kebangsaan Agama Seksyen 3. Simple kan Shah Alam sume nama pakai Seksyen berapa ada sekolah tu :)) Sekolah Kebangsaan at morning and Sekolah Agama at evening. But I don't understand why I'm complaining right now if there is class from 845 to 1750 since when I was a little kid, Sekolah Kebangsaan started at 730 and ended around 1315 and proceed to Sekolah Agama which started at 1430 and ended at 1830. Thats nearly 2hours more than what I have now and its 5days a week. Dah tua kot jadi malas belajar.....

But the best thing about primary school is that we were kids back then. We don't feel that much stress compare to now and all we ever think about is playing. Exam was not something we ever care much but more like we were force to study by our parents. Like we ever think much about our future at that time. If we were ask what we want to become, the answer will be too obvious. Our choice was mainly pilot,engineer or doctor. Some of us might have answer ultraman, superman,power rangers, flashman(this is what I've answered) or any superheroes we knew. And we always thought that all the superheroes exist and always dream of transforming to superheroes,flying and firing beams from any parts of our body.

FLASHMAN..
my favourite superheroes ever. I can still sing their song until now..hahaha
those who forget,click here

My Last Semester Hope....

2009-05-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

Again about my experiment. I have reach the 3rd week of the experiment and its finally over. And now what I have to do is to write report. But I did't manage to finish my experiment and lecturer had warn us about the result of copying others. Just hope that any japanese friends are brave enough to let me copy. I can't finish it on my own.

And why is the experiment differ from other country standard. I've been searching in the internet for hint, but for this 3weeks, I can only describe it with one word HOPELESS... Most Assembly System Programming uses computer while I'm using some sort of machine and the program is very different. HISH.....

And there is another 3report to submit in just a week. Reliability System, Applied Mathematics and Simulation Engineering. There is no holiday for me this week. This is what I'm hoping for last semester since I don't have any report except experiment and now I'm regretting it. Hahahaha....

My Golden Week Summary

2009-05-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

Haven't got much chance to write this days. This past few days were tiring but yet i had enjoy those days. Starting from the preparation for the Hiroshima football tournament ( You are not the only budak itam...... here right now. Most of us join the gang.) Setting the tent and making lines on the field was something I have never done before. It was hot and I had a good laugh watching everyone doing their best on their work ( they were also beginners just like me). Then with the bento and buying all the stuff needed plus borrowing some stuff from the family.

Hiroshima Team

The tournament was amazing. Even we didn't manage to win ( OK le 4th place kan...) but everyone give their best in this tournament. Not to forget the cheer leading squad lead by I don't know who. There is a lot of people acting like a leader but BAGUS LE KORANG..... Even some of them were struggling with their future on the line, they manage to come and join the fun. That's what unity is all about.

Our Cheerleader Squad

After all the fun, I set off for another fun adventure with the founder of Wiki Wiki to Kyoto. There was some mouth saying 'Pergi dgn kouhai....' but who cares. I don't know anyone in Osaka and Kyoto and I think most of my batch don't know anyone so following him is the best choice i could. And I stayed at kaikan in Osaka Dai. So its worth it ler dapat stay free and enjoy all the fun.

Places that I've visited in Kyoto is Kinkakuji, Nijo-jo, Kiyomizu-Dera and Gion. Well its a full day trip so that's all we can manage. I had trouble with the weather. The morning was a bit cloudy and later around noon the rain fall (it was quite annoying since I can't use my SLR much since I have to use 1hand to hold my umbrella) And there is some pictures with a rain drop on the lens.(Most annoying thing!!)

金閣寺 (Kinkakuji)

二条城　（Nijo-jo)

清水寺(Kiyomizu-Dera)

The Kinkakuji was as it says, it is shiny with gold wall and everything. And the rest I don't really see much of its speciality. Maybe because of the rain and how stupid is it that we cannot take pictures inside the castle in Nijo-jo. Whats the use of coming then. I wish to see the geisha when I visit Gion but they said that geisha is quite hard to find. Even when you go the their performance, once it ends, they will eventually go home quickly even sometimes running for taxi around the Gion street. So I guess it was not my lucky day after all.

祇園 (Gion)

The next day was a trip to Aquaria. Wiki Wiki friends went there the day before we go and they said that the place was superb. They didn't manage to enter Aquaria since the line to buy tickets were so long but there is a ' Kid's Dance Competition' held on the day they come. We miss that competition but we were lucky to enter Aquaria. I heard it is the biggest Aquaria in the world and the inside was as expected. ITS BLUE AND BEAUTIFUL. There are many kind of sea creatures I haven't seen before. Some are well known like sharks and penguin (penguin is a sea creature?)

Aquaria Building

Aquaria Entrance

I failed in using the right shutter speed

Right now as the journey end, I move to a week with full of assignment. So much for my holiday...SIGH......!!

Main2 Tag nie sangat Menyeronokkan

2009-05-01T03:03:00.000-07:00

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
Yui..Sekarang fanatic Horikita Maki

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
suara Doraemon. Ada kat tv sekarang

3. Mungkin saya patut:
pilih uni kat kawasan Kantou

4. Saya suka :
lepak sambil tengok tv

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
harap le mereka mahu berjalan2 bersama time Golden Week nanti

6.Saya tak paham :
kenape sensei xletak notice kat mana2 kalau kelas batal.

7.Saya kehilangan :
duit2 yang saya simpan selama nie.

8.Ramai yang berkata :
kita mesti menang plawanan bola kali nie.

9.Makna nama saya :
Muhammad= Yang amat terpuji, Sidek= Yang membenarkan, Ilyas= Nama Nabi :D

10.Cinta itu adalah:
xpasti kbaikannya.

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
baito bari bari.

12.Saya akan cuba :
pulun report malam ni utk enjoy Golden Week.

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
As is says..Selamanya ler..Forever le kan..ke salah

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
mp3 saya juga.

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
bila jam Rilakkuma berbunyi:D

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
kurang pasti bila.

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
fun and a must participate event.

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
can I give 2.Arnab and kucing.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
my sweet 16.

20.Hari ini :
pergi kelas.xde then siapkan report kat uni je sbb umah jauh nk balik.

21.Malam ini saya akan :
kemas kan umah utk tetamu:)

22.Esok pula saya akan :
beramai2 mencari barang utk taikai bersama Zatil.

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
money nk melancong.

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
aduh serabut muka bangun tidur.

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
unresistable :)

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
2 2boleh but prefer western.

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
time tgk movie nk gelap le.time lain biar cerah

28.Makanan segera adalah :
perlu kalau malas

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
"ko xboleh bg kurang ke harga bento?"(to Kontani-kun)

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
Pass kat Iru ler...Sape nk wat pn sila le

Tickets

2009-04-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

The price was so high. Just like I expected for the Golden Week. I put a budget around 3000-4000yen for ticket to Kyoto but unexpectedly, the price went up to 4700yen. The price just made me stop to think again whether this is worth it or not. But then, I start to think that there will not be many chance for me to go to Kyoto.

And I just can't let my eyes go from the beautiful scenery I've seen on the Internet. So my decision is I will go and I've bought the ticket for 9300yen which includes return ticket too. And its just a 3days and2nights vacation. So much for nearly RM360.

There seems to be some trouble while deciding who will join and at the end it will only be just 2persons. I don't really care. Atleast I'm not alone and I will not stay at home alone doing nothing. So this might be a fun trip. And hope for that Tokyo guy to come. As promise, if you come, I will definitely join you for the capsule hotel. IF YOU COME LER........ Hope so..

What is The Real Meaning of Golden Week

2009-04-28T02:40:00.000-07:00

Koinobori

Golden Week is just around the corner. I have been waiting for this for quite a long time. We just started class for about a month but who doesn't like holiday right. And I haven't plan anything to do for the Golden Week except for football tournament which will be held in Hiroshima and all the Malaysian in West Japan is participating. But how will I spend the rest of the Golden Week.

For those who have been wondering what is Golden Week, you might not live in Japan or if you are in Japan, you have no interest in knowing what Golden Week is. All you ever care about is the fact that Golden Week is holiday week. I was like that. I never knew what is the actual event that occur in Golden Week.

The end of April through around May 5th is called "Golden Week" in Japan since there are many Japanese national holiday during this period. Many Japanese offices close for about a week to 10 days, depending on the calender. This is the time when Japanese people take a vacation and travel around the country or abroad, so tourist attractions in Japan are very crowded during Golden Week. Also, airports and train stations in Japan are overflowing with people. It is hard to get reservations for accommodations and transportation during Golden Week.

This is the list if the event around Golden Week:

1- 29April : 昭和の日(Showa no-Hi = Showa day) which was the birthday of the former emperor Shouwa.

2- 03May : 憲法記念日(Kenpou-Kinen-Bi = Constitution Memorial Day) The new Japanese constitution was put into effect on May 3, 1947.

3- 04May : 緑の日(Midori no Hi = Greenery Day)the day which we show appreciation for nature.

Gogatsu Ningyo

4- 05May : 子供の日(Kodomo no Hi = Children's Day) On this day, we pray for the healthy growth of children. Children's Day is also called 端午の節句 (tangono-sekku). It's Japanese boy's festival and is traditionally the day to celebrate and pray for the health of boys. Japanese families with boys hang up 鯉幟(koinobori= carp streamers) outside because carps are believed to symbolize successes in children's lives. Also, samurai dolls called 五月人形 (gogatsu ningyo) are displayed in their houses.

So what will happen in Golden Week:

1- I will have trouble with the overflowing people around tourist site if I go anywhere for vacation.

2- There will be a lot of traffic jam all around Japan at the end of Golden Week

3- My assignment will be overflowing too since its holiday

So my conclusion is Golden Week can also be called 'Overflowing Week'

4 Column Manga

2009-04-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Suddenly decide to change all the templates. I'm very busy right now but for me, the busier you become, the more you wish to do other things WHICH IS MOSTLY WORTHLESS...

I wish to buy more 4column manga. Why is the price so high. 819yen for a manga. Ridiculously costly for just a manga but the manga and the bookstore itself is calling me everyday to come and visit. And its not like jump where we can just tachiyomi (stand and read) at the convinience store. The 4column manga mostly are sealed. I can't even get a peaked of the quality of the pictures and the storyline. But still I LIKE!!

Ura-ban

This is my latest 4column manga that I brought a few days ago. I would promote everyone to try reading this. Its funny in its own way. But I guess its only publish in Japanese version only and the lack of most 4column manga is the kanji has no hiragana next to it so if I can't understand the kanji, I would have trouble searching for the meaning.

Spring 2009 Anime..My 1st List

2009-04-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

Its been about 3weeks since the new anime series started and I've been following almost every anime. The new anime series are quite interesting and I've listed down some of my favourite. But 1st, this is my top 3. The others will be written some days later

Fullmetal Alchemist- Brotherhood

This anime is the remake of the previous Fullmetal Alchemist series which was very successful. At first my guess was that the new series will stick more to the original manga but yet it did some changes to make the storyline more interesting. And the quality of the picture is very satisfying. The storyline itself is something that most people knew since the previous series were very successful but if you haven't watch the previous series, the new series itself shows all the introduction needed to understand the storyline.

Hayate no Gotoku 2nd Season

The story moves around a life of a butler with a super huge debt and work as a butler to repay all the debt. The storyline itself is interesting and enjoyable but for those who haven't watch the 1st season might not understand the story. The 2nd season is quite promising since the it has stick to the original manga and I guess there won't be much alterations to the original storyline in the coming episode.

K-On!

It is spring and as usual every club will search for the new member. The light music club are suppose to be close down since all the members have graduated. Then the story moves on and 4girls (Yui-Guitarist, Ritsu-Drums, Tsumugi-Keyboard and Mio-Bass) enter and save the club from closing. They make a band but there are some problem like Yui who did't have any experience in playing guitar and Ritsu with her annoying atittude. The quality of the picture is satisfying and the music are very good to the extend that it enter the oricon chart which is one of the top music chart in Japan.

First Step

2009-04-24T02:55:00.000-07:00

A first step is a big step.. That is very true for me. I did a lot of things right now that I felt so lazy to do before. Just a desire and a strong determination, I manage to start and making it a routine. I guess its just laziness that stop me before

1 Started saving some money in my Tabung...I put atleast 300yen a day and just this one month I manage to save a lot. And is it my nature that when it is in my account, I will spend it but the money is save in my Tabung..Hahaha

2 No sleeping in class. Maybe I shouldn't be bragging about this since its only 3weeks since my class started but yet its a big achievement for me who never fail to sleep in nearly half of all my subjects.

3 Health is something we should treasure. And for now, for at least 3times a week, jogging has become my routine during evening. I guess I'm becoming weaker to manage running non stop for only 2km.

4 Attending every class without fail and give full focus. It is not impossible but 100% focus is something yet to achieve. But I will keep my promise to attend every class.

ps:
This Sunday, I still have to go to Uni to finish off my group report. The subject is システム信頼性工学 which is mainly about software programming and I have to make a group report about something call 'Waterfall Model' which is use for business management.. 今日は課題がもらったのに、日曜まで完成する..無理じゃん...!!! 紺谷君、山本君、阿梧君...僕が信頼出来る（Finish of the assignment which we receive today by this Sunday...Impossible..!! Am i that reliable Kontani-kun,Yamamoto-kun, Ago-kun...?)

Hell of Experiment

2009-04-20T19:17:00.000-07:00

情報工学実験2 .... Bila dengar je perkataan 情報 yang juga membawa maksud INFORMATION ni mengingatkan aku pada kenangan pahit dimarah sensei ketika exam.

Kerana aku pelajar asing yang xmampu menangkap kata sensei ketika sedang asyik membuat experiment. Kerana otakku tidak dapat memproses maklumat dalam bahasa jepun tanpa berfikir. Aku terlalu focus dalam menyiapkan experiment yang diarahkan tetapi disebabkan tu juga aku dimarahi.

Sudahlah markah direndahkan hanya kerana kesalahan ayat dalam bahasa jepun yang membawa maksud yang sama cuma penyampaian sedikit tunggang terbalik itupun sudah diterangkan apa yang cuba disampaikan. Exam pun dimarah lagi kerana menulis sedikit nota yang hanya ditulis disebabkan ingin mencatit penerangan sensei. Dia mengatakan walaupun buku text boleh dibawa masuk ketika exam, nota bertulis tidak dibenarkan. OK salah ler kerana xdengar arahan dia tapi nota yang diconteng cuma setengah muka surat dan dia memaksa memadam 1 buku nota yang diconteng dikala menyiapkan experiment dan mngambil masa setengah jam waktu exam. TAK KE JADI BENGANG....!!!!

Kini seksaan yang sama akan bermula lagi. Guidance sudah berakhir dengan dia memarahi pelajar, so macam mana pula dihari exam. Adakah ayat seperti 'この変な奴初めて見た' (xpernah jumpa org pelik mcm aku) akan berulang lagi......　Nasib pelajar asing le dikatakan pelik yer.... And 過去問 (past question) tidak berguna lagi kerana tema sudah berubah. YES....!!! Satu cabaran, satu dugaan... Akan ku tempuh dan buktikan si pelik ni mampu berjaya.....Yasuaki Itou Sensei... I try my best this time....HOPEFULLY

Wish to Focus

2009-04-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

Spring. And what I've been waiting for.... As always. New japanese drama series especially アタシンチ男子　(Atashinchi Danshi).Horikita Maki is in it and I just can't resist her cuteness.

Well as for now, the new semester has started and I wish and really wish to put more effort in studies especially in my experiment. EXPERIMENT ADA EXAM....!!! For that I have to arrange my time so I can study everyday+living my life.

My class mostly end around noon so my schedule is to study around evening and at night I can stay with the drama for atleast an hour or two.Hahaha I can't let go of my drama lagi ke......

And I never thought I can put my all in focusing on class. I did that until now. Even it is just a week since my class start, atleast I realize that I can do it if I wish to. And I have 2sensei in class which is sensei and my phone. LOL.... I use my phone to open wikipedia or any website if sensei's explanation is too complicated for me to understand.

PS: Nothing to write just nak bebel sebab lama xtaip kat blog...

Sakura and its Meaning to Me

2009-04-08T02:14:00.001-07:00

The Sakura is blooming and as its beauty spread all around Japan, it also shows that a new semester is coming close. Relaxation will finally gone and effort arise.

-5th SEMESTER-

All the hardship I've been through just to get here. This few days I've been thinking about all the things that happen in this past 2years of my university life and I can see that I gain much in experience( experience to become a better adult and that's what I'm hoping but who knows) and less in study.

This 2years of my life here haven't been much of a use in study since I don't really understand everything that I learn in class neither trying to understand them. I just can't blame the language coz I know I'm the one not putting much effort.

I don't wish to turn back the time, but I wish that this time I will and CERTAINLY WILL put my best. Even the course which I'm taking right now is very difficult that even lecturer said that right now in my course I'm at the middle or above even though I know I fall this year in my overall result. I try to believe that my result is OK but believing that is not a choice to make. Rather than believing and comparing with others, I should put my effort to at least make all the C in my result disappear.

PS: So Cikun.....I will take the challenge of someone this time that I will score every subject for this semester. And we will certainly enjoy ourselves when we receive our reward right.
But yet your reward is so good that if I ever get those kind of reward I'm willing to even spend every night study.

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-28T02:46:00.000-07:00

Most of the people didn't realize this but there is an event which is called EARTH HOUR when people switch off every light for about 30 to 60 minutes. Actually this event is held since 2007 and the exact time is 830pm on 28thMarch2009 for this year .

For more information see this video.....

I haven't contribute much for earth itself except by separating garbage which is a must do for people in Japan and cleaning things up in my territory. So atleast I wish to support this simple event not for us but for the earth.

ps: no wonder I've seen the black google last year. I thought it was a new theme for google but it suddenly dissappear. Now I know why.

Shopaholic And My Problem

2009-03-13T21:32:00.000-07:00

SHOPAHOLIC. This word have been bugging in my head for this few weeks. Starting from a book which I've read, the movie and then moving on to realizing that the main character is acting like me. Not as much as the main character actually. She is out of control. For me its just overspending sometimes at a wrong place.

A lot of people have realize that I'm quite a shopper. I never go out and come back empty handed. If I'm serious both my hand n my bag will be full. Just like a girl right. But I just don't know how to stop. At least I make some effort like separating some money like 30% of my scholarship for some emergency use every month but the remaining will be ZERO LEFT.

For some reason, window shopping has been my habit lately too. I spend a day going to town and enter every shop I can. Just to compare every price and quality. Then I will compare it to the price in the internet. But its a good thing I'm not much of a credit card user. If not my bills will be enormous and I will suffer for a few months.

Just staying in Tokyo right now has made me 'RAMBANG MATA' with all the cheap and various choice of stuff I wish to have. And believe me I have buy a lot of things in just a day out. If I'm going out with my friends I won't think much about buying anything because I might think about their reaction and how they have to wait for me in every shop I enter. But if I'm alone, I'm HOPELESS...!!!!

Can anyone give me a way. This is really a habit I can't control by myself anymore. Except cleaning my wallet out and only put 1000yen for emergency and leave my bank card at home. But this brings trouble when I really need money to pay for something.　WHAT　SHOULD I DO...!!!

Tag and Tag.....Never End

2009-02-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

Rule: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Haish ada sorg tu tag kat FB and persuade me to write it. But just like Miss Pres. I rather write it in blog. Well I fullfill your wish kan cik Man U....

1. Im talkative. But people look at me as a shy person. And too quite, but thats for person Im not close enough. Someone is laughing....

2. Shopaholic. I admit that. Thats why I must keep sending money to Malaysia. A place where I cant reach my money right now.

3. Always sit alone at home and start mengelamun. About just everything I saw mostly from television. And most of it are stupid things.

4. Lonely. Thats why whenever there is makan2, Ill be the first to come and the last to go home.

5. And this loneliness teach me to call people for hours. Oooo I talk to my parents for hours too.

6. Manga freak. Convinience store is my once in a week place must go. Spending my time reading jump without buying it. Can't wait for just a few hours to read it from internet.

7. Sape kata aku jiwang haaa..... Memang pun...hahaha. Tak malu le ngaku.

8. Enjoy walking around rather than using my own scooter. Fresh air and a nice walk is a good combination to enjoy right.

9. Never have any interest in watching football. I should start right. It does look fun.

10. A lot of my friends from Malaysia laugh at my malay language. I wonder why. People here seems to understand well. How come people in Malaysia can't understand them.

11. I watch any kind of drama and movies. Chinese, Korean, English, Japanese, Malay and even some strange country which I never heard of its country's name.

12. Cik Man U...25 is a lot k.. Do you know I was already blank about what to write from the no 1.

13. Try to continue. Thinking and keep thinking........

14. Yes I enjoy eating. I don't eat much but my taste is more to girl's tongue. You understand right. Girls often go to a nice place with a good and tasty food even if it is luxurios but for me its worth it. But somehow I eat a lot right now.

15. I was trained to be patient with girls going out shopping. I can go out with any girl friend of mine from day to night without buying anything and without a single complain. I have experience a lot of that.

16. I do look like I'm the type to tell everything to others or should I say blabber mouth. But most big things especially problems are kept for myself.

17. Blank again........Can I skip to 25.......

25. Thats all. Anyone want to add anything for the remaining 18 to 25.....Please do....

worse..Worse....WORSE.......!!!

2009-02-26T20:27:00.000-08:00

My carelessness never fail to make me suffer. Why do I have trouble with dates. I have been like this since...EVER... Like the topic above, I learn that I should always be careful with dates. But how many time have I remind myself about that. In this few days I have been thinking about few trouble I've got because of dates.

Case 1:
It was a year ago when I planned to go to Saitama. It was a night stay before going to Australia. I have bought my ticket to go to Saitama and even arrange everything for the night. But because of my carelessness of not reading the schedule properly, I read it as 9 instead of 19. PUKUL 7 WEI, BUKAN PUKUL 9......!!! And I miss my bus and had to go by shinkansen or I miss my flight.

Case 2:
It was just a few days when I wish to renew my visa. And I should receive another 2years stay base on my guarantee letter and my graduation. But that stupid immigration gave me a year only and however I ask the counter receptionist, he only reply "書いてある通り、許可は一年だけです..." (Just a year as written there...) And I was frustrated.

After all the struggle and even have to call the embassy to check and going all around Hiroshima, then I manage to change it to 2years. But with 2010 written instead of 2011. Gosh just going out from the building, I went back to ask for changes in Alien Card. And realize that thing.If not I have to come back for another year extension. Stupid immigration...

Case 3:
That happen last night. I brought a ticket to go to Saitama again. Because of those immigration stuff I kinda hurry and manage to buy just before the shop closed. But I don't realize when the receptionist showed the calendar,she meant March instead of February. And there I was stuck not able to go to Saitama yesterday. But manage to change and I'll be leaving this Sunday.

That's all I can think about the most miserable mistakes which cause me a lot of trouble. Will I ever learn. Or should I stay like this and getting laughs by all people. But better to be honest and tell the truth than lying to cover everything.

PS: Why do I have bad lucks with Saitama. HAHAHA...

Drag The Time For Anime

2009-02-23T22:29:00.000-08:00

I realize that I'm an anime freak. I watch lots of anime and somehow I understand that I can never stop myself from watching anime even as an adult or if I'm lucky to live longer, as a 'datuk'....

There are some anime that I can say it as common for those who watch anime. If they are not too attach to anime, they at least have watch or heard this anime which is Bleach, Naruto and One Piece.

But somehow I feel irritated watching this anime which is manga base anime since the story line is different from the manga. We actually know the reason but somehow i cannot comprehend with the reason.

In Japan, the famous daily weekly manga is weekly JUMP and most of the famous manga were establish there. But as the weekly manga series become too famous and run for a long time, problems are unavoidable. As both a twenty-page manga chapter and a thirty-minute anime progress at difference speeds every week, the anime will eventually catch up to the manga.

weird though but I like it (Franky's hair is funny)

With regards to this problems, Japanese have found various ways to actually drag the story on.

1. Review the last episode. Using this method, they use it to review the last five minutes or so of the previous episode to drag time at the start of the episode. (I hate this part the most...sometimes it even took 10minutes before the episode title shows up...)

2. They create another short story which is not base on manga, so the weekly manga can progress further than anime. (But this method does work in Naruto and One Piece but fail in Bleach. Those who watch will understand....)

3. In a battle base anime, a punch which actually took a second can extend to a minute with a slow motion. MATRIX rite. But funny thing is that they can actually shout out the name of their fist in those 1second. (The mouth never move in slow motion right)

4. In a story, there is always time for a flashback to show the reason for everything that happens. Making us feel stupid like we don't watch all the previous episode. This is not detective anime OK. We don't need to show back all the flashback in details

5. This is the same as number 4 but in more stupid way. In a battle anime where characters have fought to a stalemate, there will be someone who knows the whole story shows up and told all the previous story and all the flashback start to show up again. And with this person showing up, the whole episode will end without a single blow from the character.

There are more ways to drag the story. But for now, this is the most irritating way I've seen. But I can't blame them since it takes time to actually draw manga. For that I can say I am thankful to them for creating such a nice manga with a good storyline. Hope the story won't end quickly.

p/s: One Piece Number 1...!! Sape tak puas hati sila bersuara.....

Will always be my NUMBER 1

The One I Choose

2009-02-22T22:38:00.000-08:00

1) Do u think you're hot?
the word hot doesn't suit me.....better say just a normal person (who said that im skema...cis..!!)

2) Upload your favourite picture of you!
most of the pictures which my face looks good in it (everyone did...jgn xmngaku...~~)

3) Why do you like that picture?
I like who I am. I really do

4) When the last time you ate pizza?
I don't remember much but maybe last time at Fiore...thankz to kak jaz share dia punya...makan free je...

5) The last song you listened to?
Big Bang (Number 1).....Damn I show my true colour

6) What are you doing now beside this?
Eating dodol my parents send me

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
Syafiq....My parents want to put this name for me when I was born but they change it to give a chance to my grandpa..why can't I speak for myself at that time

'MEREKA' yg akan ditag adalah seperti berikut :

1. zatil
2.kak jaz
3. cikun
4. neng
5. syana

8)Who is number 1?
kawan 1batch kat hirodai. never talk to her before time foundation di UM. Seems to get along well kat sini.. I like teasing her habit (you know which habit.....haha)

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
haha...dia ni complicated le sket.....ntah le dia ni ada ke x dengan sape2... have been waiting for a big news for the last 4years....can't wait much longer...we are not getting young cikun....

10) Say something about number 5
my pres... She always say that my mouth irritated her a lot... seems like I'm a bad person to her... and her blog seems hard to understand.. You can be a real novel writer with those complicated BM sentences.PUJI NIE TAU......

11) How about number 4?
neng yg xnk ngaku jiwang... serlahkan jele sifat dalaman anda kerana semua sudah tahu kebenarannya

12) Who is number 2?
my senior ke. She is proceeding in masters at hiroshima university. Never play2 with her. she can be a very friendly partner to play with at a time but can turn to the legendary MISS JAZZ in a split second... afraid of her sometimes

Changes

2009-02-20T09:49:00.000-08:00

I always think that a lot of people can change a lot in just a second. Are everyone like that or am I guessing things wrong. OK not in a split second but in quite a short time because of some experience he/she had.

But most people I saw until now change because of bad experience. People never learn much without some hardship. Through pain people learn some thing and become more matured or maybe become different, in some case 'unknown'. But those bad experience are truly just a step towards creating a better us if we know how to go through it.

Funny things too to see people change because of some random people who said that who we are right now is not who we should be. Who are they to judge. And how weak are we to easily listen to those words. We are what we are and we know ourselves better. Maybe some changes mention are good for us but how if those changes are unnecessary.

A person looks better when they act just how they are and for me, changes are needed only when our attitude brings harm and sadness to others. Not just because of some random words of saying that what we do is weird to their eyes. If our attitude irritates them, for me they should just back of and try to like it or pretend to at least like it.

Nothing personal here. Just expressing my opinion after seeing something which happen this few days. This things I said can actually be a lesson for myself not to do this to others. Who likes changes when we do feel comfortable with our own self. There is a saying that our attitude cannot be change after the age of 3. Is it true or not. I don't quite believe it myself.

Online Networking...JUST FACE IT....

2009-02-18T17:35:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wonder why people are so into Facebook, Friendster, Flixter and other networking pages. Take a closer look through yours and others pages. I can only say 1 thing from that.

JUST FACE IT.. PEOPLE REALLY LOVE THEMSELVES

For Facebook, one of the online networking phenomenon with over 100000 million users and with their pages full of photos and updates on its users. Have you ever thought of it. We purposely update everything including what we are doing right now even those things we wrote are just craps.

It is true that this online networking phenomenon can actually expose narcissists. Glamorous potraits of ourself, the long lists of friends which I can say how many of those friends do you really know actually, and some self-promoting 'wall' comments.

"Take a look at my Facebook page, aren't I gorgeous and successful". Yes from all the photos we put somehow it does bring those meaning whether we approve it or not. Showing only the best pictures of us among tones of pictures taken. And showing where we actually are especially those staying overseas. We are very successful, aren't we.

Well its not wrong since we have alternative purpose such as showing old friends where we are right now. A good picture of us can also show that we are doing fine where ever we are. And for those who has an urban like parents who actually have facebook too, our parents can feel relief seeing us doing well.

If my opinion are wrong I'll be happy to have this topic comment so I can correct myself.

Tunnel of Death

2009-02-18T06:14:00.000-08:00

Went through YouTube and I found a video showing a tunnel in Russia which can be call a Tunnel of Death...

Click here to see.

You'll be amaze of how much the accident occur. More like a movie watching cars flying and spinning. Should avoid using this tunnel. Like we will ever go to Russia.

p/s: reminds me that there's a lot of tunnel in Japan. Aaaaa I hate tunnel
and posting 3blogs in a nite..looks like I have nothing to do tonite...hahaha

Women Tree

2009-02-18T04:33:00.000-08:00

Just wish to show you all something. This actually amaze me since this kind of tree actually exist.

This tree can be found in Thailand and its name is 'Nareepol' which means Women Tree in Thai.

Isn't this a shape of a women

You can see the real tree at Petchaboon province about almost 500 kms away from Bangkok

I wonder if the fruit can actually move. People will freak out if it actually move and talk like human beings. And how about the taste. Have anyone actually eat this fruit. It is just amazing to see what Allah has created. Even things we know which exist in our daily life never fail to amaze us, so how about this fruits which can be call a miracle.

Human seeks the truth about how the world and the entire universe were created. Even until now, human never give up in putting all efforts using all kinds of technology and skills they have to seek the answers.

Allah who created this world will never leave human to search the answer by themselves because He is the one Who Knows the weakness of human He created. Humans have their limit in finding the truth. How far in the universe can we explore to find the answer. We can only predict and calculate to a certain level with a little knowledge that we have and what we predict might be wrong.

For that Allah has given the answer about how and who created this world. The answer we seek is in Al Quran. In Al Quran Allah has told us that He has create the world with his power and His will. From the verse

"Dan Dialah menciptakan langit dan bumi dengan benar. Dan benarlah perkataanNya diwaktu Dia menyatakan, Jadilah lalu terjadilah', dan di tanganNyalah segala kekuasaaan diwaktu sangkakala ditiup. Dia mengetahui yang ghaib dan yang nampak. Dan Dialah yang Maha Bijaksana lagi Maha Mengetahui"

al Anaam: 73

Well back to the story. I would like to express that there are a lot of things in this world we don't actually know. Even this tree was an unknown thing which Allah create to show us His power.

PILE OF TRASH

2009-02-18T03:16:00.000-08:00

If I think again, I feel like its been a long time since holiday started. Actually its just 2days. But as always I have nothing to do and time seems like moving too slow. Everyday which is actually 2days only was spend for things like watching movies, reading books and if I feel like moving I end up just cleaning my room (what a weird habit...CLEANING ROOM...) And I know I will not get fat. I don't have any mood for doing any cooking at all.

Just today I went for window shopping with a few person. There are quite a few things happen today. One is seeing a BADAK SUMBU statue on display at a 2nd street shop. I thought it was heavy but as a surprise it was made by only pile of papers. If you see it for yourself you will think that it is made of rock. And what a stupid thing to brag for lifting a rhino made out of papers. Don't think you'll become stronger.

And I saw a coat with a stupid brand. Have you ever heard a brand called 'PILE OF TRASH'... Will you be willing to buy that coat with that brand. Feels like wearing trash rite. Thats how Japanese were so impress with any English words. And look how they end up putting such a stupid name for a brand.

And I do have potential of becoming a promoter. Just use the sentence ' kalau aku kan sure aku beli le benda ni...' Well tule ayat for those without money like me. And someone was so pissed with me playing around promoting all the stuff to her.

Touch My Heart

2009-02-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

Albi Nadak (Hatiku Memanggilmu)... So this is the title of the song which have been hanging around those ears who actually visited my blog..
Some people told me they really like the song..

And the reason I put this song is actually because of the meaning..It really touches my heart everytime I listen to this song..(I admit I'm quite jiwang..)
But isn't this the right way to love...

So here is the translation...

Albi Nadak-fares

Hanya padamu...
Diri ini hanya milikmu
Datanglah dekat
Air mataku mengalir
Mengharapkan mu

Hanya padamu...
Dan jiwaku padamu
Wahai kasihku usia kita,usiaku
Seluruh hidupku untukmu

Cintamu adalah hayatku
Dirimu buat kita bercinta sebenar2 cinta
Hatiku disini, keindahanmu millikku
Jadi bersatu

Hatiku memanggil
Harapkan engkau sentiasa kekal
Hanya dirimu
Selepas bertahun lihatlah sayang
Kita berjumpa di sini dan bersama
Airmataku mengalir keranamu
Engkaulah kekasih, hidupku hanya untukmu
Seluruh hidupku, usiaku..
Kerna matamu, aku serahkan segalanya

Apa yang daku harapkan
Indahnya kau disisi bersamaku selamanya
Katakanlah kepadaku..
Diri ini..sekian lama mengharapkan
Hati ini, perasaan ini
Bersama hati dan perasaanmu

The Last Hurdle

2009-02-15T02:51:00.001-08:00

ONE MORE PAPER... JUST ONE MORE PAPER...
I'll be jumping with joy tomorrow evening... Even people say dah bosan cuti. But its the beginning for me..
OK ロボット工学 U'll be my last hurdle for my long lasting hell..
After that here comes the gate of happiness...
Aku mahu cuti... Mahu enjoy...

HouRs TaLKinG

2009-02-14T10:52:00.000-08:00

First of all I would like to say thanks to all that help for the SOUBETSUKAI 08/09 for Hiroshima University graduates. Thanks to you all the event went smoothly and I do say all of you did a very good job. For the decorations, the presentation (terharu oo dengar lagu sudirman..), arrangement and all which were not written, you guys did work hard to finish all of that.

just love the dessert

And to sotsugyousei. Hope to see you all again in the coming future and best of luck in what ever you do.

I have no topic for today. Just practically someone was asking me why can I talk so much on the phone. Its true if you don't see them for like a week or more you might have something to talk. But I just can't seem to stop talking even if I call everyday. Even my parents said that they feel like talking to a friend rather than their own son. Did you all talk to your parents for an hour everyday. I do that a lot.

And why can I do that. If I think carefully I do talk to my friends everyday. Whether its Japanese and Malay. But its just incomparable between being in Malaysia where its like living with all your friends all the time. If I count I don't even spend an hour talking to my friends in japan everyday.

Classes.. For sure they will keep quite and listen to lecturer (I'm lying here...) Just that I don't feel like talking much to Japanese. Most of them are just like talking about games, manga, life which I cannot fit in such as lepak drinking beer or dirty talk about what they did with their girlfriend last night. And they laugh at me cause i dare not touch a girl. (belagak baik..hahaha....) That makes me remember the first thing they ask for my introduction is whether I have sex before (should ask for my name first atleast...)

Just when spending time calling people at Malaysia, I feel like I'm in a better place. Yes I feel like I'm home. Friends with the same language are better. We can talk more from heart to heart (not lovey dovey k...) not needing to care about how Japanese judge me as a nuisance for not being the same as them.

my saviour

Yes I'm different. How can I be the same as you all. I have to refuse to go eat curry coz I know I can eat nothing. I have to refuse to accompany you all to go for a vacation in Europe. I know you all just want to use me as a translator(actually I dont have the money. I'll go if you guys pay for me..) and a lot of things I have to refuse. So just keep inviting me until I can find something I can do with you all. Why dont you all invite me for just a simple thing that others do such as karaoke and hanging out together.

ps: before someone told me dimples are actually 1 kecacatan which is a lack of tissue on the cheeks. so why do people wish to have dimples. And why do I feel jealous of those who have one.

CaKaP SeSuKa HaTi

2009-02-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

Few things happen this past few days. With all the exam. I hate it when I see all showing their status like 'Finally Spring Break' or 'Owatta...' in their YM and some even wrote it in their blog. And thankz for saying BEST GILE ABIS SHIKEN to me. You are very welcome for that statement (you know who you are...) And some more in Facebook (di manakah friendster..) When will my time come.

I have to study. But I'm so busy. With the farewell party and other unwelcoming business. And why should I blame the farewell party since I have time to write blog which I should use to study. And I even have time to go watch movies. Benjamin Button. I'm 22 years right now. Wish to be Benjamin Button for a few years. Turning young again. Like people said. Sweet 16....

And hisabisa no Saizer. Thanks for the full seat for non smoking area at joyfull. I miss the spinach with cheese. My favorite. Sedap k.. To cik J. Once in a while bg le chance pada kami nk makan saizer pulak. Asyik JoyFull n sushi je. Jom amare k. (bagi yang berkaitan sahaja..)

And my mum stop me from drinking nescafe. Until my migraine heal. Mum there's 2packets in my drawer. Can you actually stop me. And I need it for my exam. And its NESCAFE GOLD

FAREWELL PARTY..Tomorrow we will see the result. Thanks everyone for the help. I know some are very busy. And some are totally free.hahaha. Spoiling your spring break for just a few days with me disturbing your life.

Right now pun I'm soaking wet . Atleast not mimpi basah k. Just finish sending the invitation card. Not finish actually. There is one person left who I actually dont even know where his house is. Send email and call already. So its not me to be blame. And Cik B. Jika saya xberjaya hantar kad terakhir tu. TAHNIAH. You are the last to receive. Like someone said. Last but not least. So its the special one. With all those heavy rain. Hehehe. (My laziness for not sending it earlier.Sorry)

Fuh... Relieve a bit. Like the above topic. CAKAP SESUKA HATI.. And hati ku sudah suka. (my BM SUCKS..!!)

PaiN AGaiN

2009-02-10T03:28:00.000-08:00

MIGRAINE..

I thought this pain have already gone since its nearly a year since the last time I experience it which is actually in Australia.BUT....

Last night without any reason I felt so much pain in my head. At first I thought it was just headache which comes from having too much stress. But it gets worse and I was rolling on my bed trying to endure the pain. But it was too painful that I passed out. Its good that my neighbour was at home by that time. I manage to call her after I regain my consciousness and ask for medicine.

the medicine my neighbour give me.thanks Valeryia- San

So mum. Do send me some more medicine. I need some if this thing happen again.

And today there is Mathematical Programming paper which I studied just a little since last night was use to fully recover myself. And sensei. When I ask to extend my paper to another day, why do you have to change the date to day which I have another paper to attend. Rather than taking it alone in sensei's room,I force myself to take the exam today with so much pain in my head.

ps: I am thinking of continuing about the last topic. I've done some research about difference and similarity in praying in Al-Quran and Bible. But a friend told me that the topic is heavy and I shouldn't do that. I can only do that if I have enough knowledge about it. So I might keep it for myself first.

DeScRiPtioN of God in BiBLe and QuRaN

2009-02-08T17:13:00.000-08:00

Before I've found a book entitle 'The Bible or The Quran'. And the book contents is most about the comparison of the verse in the Bible an the Quran. Reading the book, I feel like sharing it with others and what I really want to share is about description of God in Bible and Quran.

Obviously, God in the Bible is ascribed with a lot of imprefect descriptions. Whereas, God in the Quran is ascribed only with descriptions which are absolutely worthy and appropriate to his divinity without construing Him in human term. Thus the Quran is emphatic that none is in the likeness of Allah and no one in His resemblance. In brief, no antropomorphization of God is ever found in the Quran.

THE BIBLE

"And God said, Let us make men in our image, after our likeness.." (Genesis 1:26)

"whoso sheddeth man's blood, by man shall his blood be shed, for in the image of God made he man." (Genesis 9:6)

The above Biblical passages are quite explicit that man is made by God in His image and in His likeness.

THE QURAN

"Nauth is as His likeness; and he is the Hearer, the Seer." (Al-Shoora: 11)

God of the Quran is unique, perchance, some attributes of God are found in the Quranic wordings as literally identical with the attributed to man, as for instance,the word 'know' the Quran asserts that God knows. Likewise man knows. Nevertheless, the two 'knows are precisely different in sense. Perhaps, we graps how man knows but we cannot comprehend how God knows as no human characteristic is to be ascribed to Him.

THE BIBLE

"And on the seventh day God ended his work which he had made; and rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made." (Genesis 2:2)

"for in the six days the Lord made heaven and earth,and on the seventh day he rested, and was refreshed." (Exodus 31:17)

"Whosoever, doeth any work in the Sabbath day, he shall surely be put to death." (Exodus 31:15)

To take a rest is necessary only to anyone touched by weariness. Concept of Sabbath in the Bible which is 'to take rest' leads to wastage of time, that is spending the Sabbath day without productivity at all. The Bible futher emphasized that working in the Sabbath day is punishable with the capital punishment.
God in the Quran, needs no rest because no weariness will ever touch Him. In creating anything He needs no hard labor but just by the words 'Be' and automatically, there is.

THE QURAN

"and verily, We created the heaven and the earth and all that is between them in six periods (not six days of 24hours each) and no weariness touched Us" (Qaf: 38)

Under the context of 'rest in the Bible, the whole Sabbath day is wasted. The quran, on the other hand, upholds that every minute of man's life should be productive, knowing that time is very precious. Unlike the Sabbath day, Friday of the Quran is not for rest. It is a working days as usual. Nevertheless, if Friday prayer is due, everybody should attend it, taking a time of more or less fifty minutes. Immediately after the prayer, the Quran urges man to go to work and be productive.

"and when the prayer is finished, then disperse in the land and seek of Allah's grace, and remember Allah much, that you may prosper." (Al-Jumu'ah: 10)

THE BIBLE

"and it repented the Lord that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart." (Genesis 6:6)

"and the Lord repented of the evil which he thiught to do unto his people." (Exodus 32:14)

God of the Bible seems to have no full awareness of the consequence of creating man. It is quite axiomatic that repentance and grievance are usual result of not knowing the future.
Another thing which should have not been ascribed to God is the thinking of doing evil unto his people. On the contrary, God of the Quran is All-Aware of everything. He is mighty and merciful.

AL-QURAN

"Such is the Knower of unseen and the seen, the Mighty, the Merciful" (Al-Sajadah: 6)

THE BIBLE

"And Jacob called the name of the place paniel; for I have seen God face, and my life is preserve." (Genesis 32:30)

"and I will take away mine hand, and thou shalt see my back part; but my face shall not be seen." (Exodus 33:23)

The two aforementioned Biblical passages are quite explicit that God had been seen by Jacob face to face, an his back part was seen by Moses.
The first passage affirmed that after Jacob prevailed in wrestling with the one who blessed him, he got the name Israel. Jacob subsequently called the place 'paniel' for he had seen God face to face.
Moses, in the second passage quoted above, had appointment with God Who told him to stand upon a rock. While the Lord was passing by, He put Moses in a clift of the rock and covered him with his (God's) hand. Hence, God said: "I will take away mine hand thou shalt see my back part."
Unlike God of the Bible, God of the Quran cannot be seen. In fact, as mentioned earlier, He cannot be constructed in human term.

AL-QURAN

"No vision can grasp Him, but his grasp is over all vision; He is Subtle Well-Awareness." (Al-An'am:103)

As opposed to the Bible which is affirmed that Moses had seen the back part of God, the Quran upholds that Moses was not able to see god in the appointed time. Of course, Moses asked his Lord to show Himself so that he(Moses) may gaze at Him, but Moses had fallen down unconscious by seeing the breaking of the mountain into pieces when God manifested Himself on it. The Quranic verse in this respect goes like this:

"and when Moses came at our appointed time and his Lord spoke to him, he said, 'my Lord, show Thyself to me that I may look at thee.' He replied, 'Thou shall not see Me, but look at the mountain; if it remains in its place, then shalt thou see Me.' And when his Lord manifested Himself on the mounted, He brake it into pieces and Moses fell down unconscious. And when he recovered, he said, 'Holy art thou, I turn towards Thee, and I am the first to believe.'' (Al- A'raf: 143)

Who We SHouLd AppReCiate

2009-02-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Talking about my family day, I suddenly remember one event which happen nearly a year ago. So I decided to share this story with all.

Last year was my grandparents 60th anniversary wedding. Of course my grandparents have already forgotten about their anniversary but as a family we decided to celebrate this. 60th k.. Do we often see that much number for a wedding anniversary. Thanks to both of them we really have a big family right now. They are very old right now. My Tok Ayah is 86 and my Mak tok is 75 if I'm not mistaken.

The bride

At that time I was lucky to come back from Japan. It was an unexpected event for me since my dad didn't inform me at first. And my grandma was actually in the hospital for surgery because of diabetes. My grandma's leg had to be cut because it cannot be cured anymore and may cause death if her leg was left like that. At first it was just one finger nail. But it ended up with another fingernail and finally all her leg. Watching how she stand the pain and keep signing for another operation and my grandpa crying at home while he was sitting alone or while praying, it was such a sad scenery and it makes us cry too.

And for that I often visit my grandma at the hospital. If I remember it was about 3-4times a week. We all think that she would feel a bit relieve with all her family gather to see her. And with that thought we put all our effort to make the best wedding anniversary ever for both of them.

The event was held in a hotel hall near our house. We made a lot of arrangement such as presents, cakes, performance and even to making slide show of the history of our family. All for the sake of making our grandparents feel appreciated. And this was done behind their back. It was actually a surprise for both of them and my cousin even have to practise somewhere else so that my grandpa will not notice.

How cute are they

On that historic day for my family, it was very funny at start. My paksu have to tell lies to my grandpa so that he will wear a nice cloth. And he even have to go to restaurant and buy mee goreng with my grandpa just to buy us some times for the preparation delay. And we ask for hospital agreement to let our grandma out for just a day. But the nurses were quite a blubber mouth to tell my grandma that she will be happy on that day. Lucky my grandma didn't understand the meaning behind those words.

Portrait picture as a present

And those day was really a day to remember for all of us. Watching my grandma cried. She was shocked but yet so happy. My grandpa is still acting cool but deep in his heart I know he was so touched.And we celebrate it just like a first wedding for them with the bunga manggar, kompang, pengapit and so on. That day also gives her more courage to go through all those operation left for her and now she had recover. I guess this kind of thing worth more than a wedding like wedding of the year of Mawi and Ekin. If you all agree.

The true wedding picture on the cake

I hope that the relationship we build in among our family remains like this forever. I realize from this event that whoever and whatever comes in our life, there is nothing better than having a good family by our side. And I wish someday I can build a family like this.

FaMiLy DaY

2009-02-06T21:55:00.000-08:00

Every year family aku sure buat family day. Biasa le nak juga gather all together. Eratkan family relationship supaya lagi kukuh. A family with grandparents, 9children, 50+grandchildren and 10+ grand grand children and aku adalah cucu ke 24 kot if I'm not mistaken. See how big my family is. That doesn't even count the wife and the husband yet. And I am proud to be one of this family. They all work really hard utk jayakan family day nie.

my beloved family. not all of them actually

Starting from lantik all the AJK, pengerusi, setiausaha and all the position they need, those who are chosen will do their work from collecting money, setting event, book a place and so on. I do think that this event is very well arrange and my family is like one of a big company. Yeler with all those AJK and all the stuff. Just a family day and do we have to do all this stuff. Yes if you come and see how our family day was held before this.

This event was first held about 1997. By that time it was just a simple dinner with some family did some stage performance like singing and acting. I did sing a song if I remember correctly. This event is held not just for creating a better relationship among my family, but also as an appreciation for my grandparents who look after us. Seeing both of them happy is our main purpose. As long as they still live we will give our best to make them feel appreciated.

At first its like 4years once, and it adds up to once a year and now twice a year. The budget is very high actually. Almost rm5000 for just a 3days and 2nights event. Sewa 1banglo with a swimming pool and the food. Not to forget we also did some event such as karaoke competition, family performance and sukaneka. All that needs money especially for the prizes.

aren't they cute. all my little cousin and the sukaneka

my uda karaoke. such a sweet couple

Yet today is the day my family held this event again and its my 3rd time missing it. I felt a little bit sad. Being with all the family is what I really like the most. Wish to play congkak with my grandma. Gather up in the swimming pool playing water polo. And join my family member doing some performance. My family won last year.hehe.. How I wish I have the 何処でもドア (pintu suka hati) from doraemon. Just use the door to go back home anytime I want. I hope I have the chance to join again someday. May you all enjoy together and make our grandparents happy.

my little brother with the hang tuah performance

my cousin having fun together at the pool

And not to forget. My little sis. Happy 20th birthday. A grown up now. You should be happy celebrating every year with the whole family. I'm celebrating alone here.

ps: This was actually the 4th family day pictures which was held last year . I manage to grab it from my family yahoo group photo

BoLa oo BoLa

2009-02-06T02:14:00.000-08:00

Today is the 1st time we play soccer since winter. But I do think that the team is not fairly picked. 1team have people with lots of stamina and my team is just the opposite. But I do feel tired quickly..haish lama gile tak lari..And the coldness.. Tak tahan weih..Took me 20minutes for my body to get use to breathing and all those running. At first its like pirated rechargeable battery. Not just me but all of us. Run once all over the field and head back to goal and seat to take some rest.. Cepat gile penat sume.. Such a scenery watching everyone seating after running once.

But once our body get use to running and I start to feel like robot. Can't stop running to chase the ball. Or should I say jadi 'ayam'...hahaha... But I know I'm not good at soccer. Others are way better than me but who cares. I just wanna enjoy playing with others and do some exercise.

In 3months time Hiroshima will held a soccer match. I do think that we need to start jogging and build our stamina. Yeah as a home team I do think we need to be a strong team and hopefully we can win this time. Not can but MUST... All the boys here are firing up. Even Hiroshima is the one helding this match its like playing as an away team. We never actually play at the field that we want to book for the tournament. So its rather fair right... Be waiting for May to come

NeW DeTeRMiNatioN

2009-02-05T04:40:00.000-08:00

What a tough week i have and i feel relieve since all the exam this week is over...
But as day by day pass during this week.. I've been thinking bout many things.. Especially about how people study.

MOVE YOUR ASS FASTER

For every semester there is about 3-4months of study. Why don't I appreciate those time better. Never have I study early. Sensei have help us by giving reports so we will automatically remember what we learn during lecture. But all I ever do is finish the report with lots of complain in my heart. Its still a good thing that I dont have much of past year questions. I have lots actually but most are unreliable. The question has change a lot so I do have to do it on my own. Lucky me I guess.

NEVER MISS CLASS

Yet this happen a lot. Not that much for this semester but I've done it a lot. And I'm regretting it. Ala cakap je last2 its still be the same for the next semester. Never put full determination. Yosh I have to change...

TOO SHY TOO ASK

I have this habit of thinking that everyone understand what sensei teach. And when I didn't understand something I just leave it. I'm too shy and feel that I'm the only one who don't understand.COME ON MAN..I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE ACTING SMART HERE..And even when I did ask sensei and I still didn't understand, I go with 'はい...分かった...' Can't I just be honest and tell sensei that I didn't understand it yet. Neither sensei but just me who will regret this with this stupid attitude of mine.

CHEATING DURING EXAM

I've done this. A lot of time. Bringing notes in class. Sneaking on others' answers. Write on table. Well those who are better they'll do more creative things. But that's all I can manage. In fact I've done it today. I was so confuse with how to draw the graph of a circuit in my exam and decide to sneak on others' answer. Yes I manage to copy and check whether he is correct or not. But I'm not being honest and I know I'm not learning anything from that. But I have to survive here. I don't know if this can be change.

Still my parents are very proud of me. Even with this kind of attitude. And my little sister and brother look up at me and put their target on beating me. Hahaha let them be. At least I put up some fire on their will to study.

Ever think about giving up staying here. But I know this decision is not going to give me anything but more trouble in future. And yes I stay here because of my parents. I'll never forget the first time I saw my dad's tears is when I was going to Japan. He was so sad but yet so proud.Not that my mum was not crying but we are talking about 'father' here. A so called proud person and have their own ego. I'm holding those tears till the end. I promise you dad. And to my mum who was very strict about my studies. Not every one's mum lock you up in your room and check every hour whether you were studying or not. Even buying more books every week for me to do more exercise. It was painful at start but I manage to go through it and now I can say that I'm thankful for that. I'm here because of you too mum.

NEXT WEEK..5PAPERS LEFT..I'LL DO MY BEST 燃えてるぞ....!!!!!!

ThiNgs I LeaRNed fRoM a SaLooN OwNeR

2009-01-31T23:38:00.000-08:00

Ive been spending sometimes to take a walk outside today... I don't know why but since exam i often go out for a walk.. Even ada scooter pun but I prefer walking... A light exercise and a way to refresh my mind... Budget rajin study byk konon.. But its normal...we often want to do a lot of stuffs when we are actually busy but tend to sit at home and doing nothing when we are free... Xtau le betul ke x but that applies for me....

Well today as i promise... I went to the saloon which i often go.. Not that i make any appointment to cut my hair.. But i promise the owner that i will come today to buy a hair set treatment... And don't think about me doing anything to my hair.. Its for my sister k....

She ask me to buy her that for her birthday present. Japan is well known for their hair products.. I heard its one of the best worldwide. Or maybe the owner was just bluffing but I believe him. I don't know how did I become friends with that owner.I think it should just be a customer relationship. I don't even know his name actually. hahaha.. Ala i don't even know most of my Japanese friends' name actually.. Not that I didn't ask them but i tend to forgot their name. And i think its rude to ask them back. I did try to sneak and look at their book to see their name but KANJI... Damn I cant read their name.. Cant their name be 田中Tanaka or 佐藤Satou or 山田Yamada or 山本Yamamoto. The easy kanji name that i can read. What's with the name like 吾郷Agou which sensei have to say his student number because he cant read the name...hahaha

Back to the story. The owner asked me if I want a full set or rather just a treatment. He explain the whole thing which I haven't heard of before like a shampoo with a treatment in it. I Thought that a shampoo and a treatment is two different things. And the bottle has leaves in it.. Macam kelakar giler laa.. And by that time there is no customer so i spend some times chatting with him. He talks about all those Gaza things and I kind of like his thought since he is not biased. But I kind of like 'hait...' and 'soudesune....' I let him be the one talking and I'm done with just listening.

And by that time I heard a song through his mp3 player. Its a song from an anime. Most people know. BLEACH ending theme song..The title of the song is 一片の花びら (a piece of petal...kot..) and the singer is Stereo Pony. And I realized that this is the first time I heard a Japanese song in his saloon. OO for your information most shops usually put English song so that the worker can concentrate on their work. Ala masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri le... They don't really understand English so its like listening to orchestra. And that owner said that he puts it because he know that I like Japanese songs..haha...macam gay le pulak...but customer first kan...

so this is the song...the vocalist is very CUTE..!!!pergh....

In the end what i heard from the saloon's owner by now
1- The scissors he use is 10000yen each(rm400) and there is about 10 of them in his bag.kira le...haha... Theres nothing cheap in business
2- Customer is always first. He went out to buy me a drink. With his money k.. Wouldn't we feel good to be treated like that.
3- Even if we specifically learning to be an engineer,doctor or what so ever, it doesn't mean that we don't have to learn other things. The saloon owner talks about my majoring subjects better than me(malu gak le actually...)

I don't feel ashamed learning those things from just a saloon owner. He is very knowledgeable and those are shown by how he speaks. So as an engineer to be I kind of feel embarrass with my level of knowledge compare to him.

Better work hard next time....HOPEFULLY...hahaha

KeRaJiNan atau KeMaLaSaN

2009-01-31T02:41:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY....What to expect...is there any way to make this day a productive day....

hari ni je aku merancang dan terus merancang nak buat apa....biasa le kalau nama perancangan tu mmg tinggal rancangan jele bg aku....made decision to go out for a walk to refresh my mind...yele dah minggu study...last2 cancel..sejuk gile duk luar...how bout cleaning the house...saturday should be my 'cleaning day'.....esok masih ada...HAMPEH!!!
study....yabai jyan...selasa ada 2paper...should make early preparation..and yet...just 3-4hours study and i have surrender...ok what 3-4hours study....paling rajin le pernah aku wat sejak brape minggu ni.....

programming yg xseberapa

masak....aaahh instant ader...so nk susah2 watpe..mak pun baik hati tlg post slalu...hehehe....so addicted to instant nescafe too...
semlm pn usha2 internet and wat le calculation bout how we spend our daily life and all those health history stuff...and the conclusion..my body is 14years old...wow...im not cheating k..im being honest answering all those questions...but yet still kalah dgn cikun...ala ko dpt a year younger je...jgn blagak dgn aku k....hahaha
so in the end....my only question is that hari nie aku ni rajin ke pemalas sebenarnya ni....

first day of so called exam...

2009-01-30T02:43:00.001-08:00

Its just a day like every other day for everyone but its not the same for some of us who are going full throttle for the biggest hurdle in their student life...which is EXAM...

today is my first day exam..which is quite late for most Japanese universities...most tinggal half or already finish....which makes me so jealous...whoever they are...i know when i finish all my papers..they will be in a condition where they will not know how to spend their so call holiday....which i really waited for...OO PLEASE PASS BY QUICKLY...THIS 3WEEKS OF HELL..!!

back to the main story...today's paper is quite easy actually..i can say its VERY easy...gijutsu eigo...just english terms for engineering..what could be that hard...and the time given is only 30minutes which i rather call a test or just a quiz..tp masuk sume bnda blaja dr awal kn..so consider le as a final exam....

but becoz today is friday which make it a must for those who call themselves MUSLIM and dilahirkan sbg lelaki to go for friday prayer..biasa le ada baca khutbah sume but today its Arab's turn to give khutbah..whoever's turn is it what we should consider is that its exam period so they should think of those who have papers after prayer..but it was just like every week which whoever gives khutbah they will deliver it in 2languages which makes it double the time..

and by the time the prayer ends..it was 1255..gosh im late for my paper..!!!when i arrive at the exam room...i was 10minutes late for my paper..and people look at me with no surprise on their face..ala muka tiap minggu sure lewat punya....that gives me 20minutes to answer all the questions..and agak tkejut by the quantity...suprisingly soalan lebih byk dr biasa and im acting like OTAI ler dtg lewat..
tp tgk2 there is someone more otai than me who arrive 20minutes late...i don't know if he manage to answer all...best of luck for him..

in the end i manage to answer all the questions..hopefully that paper can cover all the test before which wat dlm keadaan main2....haish....